lonely gal

2007-04-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

haiz... so long nv post le... my blog rusty.. guess no ppl will come see.. but cos i guess no ppl will come so i come n post this post...

haiz... after this few days, i guess i bu zi bu jue fall in love wif a guy.. but he won't like me de n i dun feel like let anyone noe... haiz... but i fall in love wif him le.. how? i just found out that i love him... but he won't love me n i won't say it out... haiz... if i'm a slim n pretty gal, i will definitely hint or let him noe.. haiz... how? sian... y will i fall in love wif him?

ai shang bu gai ai de ren...

2006-06-29T23:27:00.000+08:00

today actually wanna wake up ay 9.15am de cos meeting py mei 10.15am at ps... but end up woke at 9am cos 9am py mei say she reach he so i chiong sia... haha... went to eat carls jr breakfast... haha so long nv eat le... than after finish our breakfast we still got many times cos meeting wei jun 11.15am at tpy... so we went to shop... nth to shop so end up go carrefour shop... haha we keep play wad fermented cheeze n fermented alcohol... haha than we keep play n laugh till 11am than we realise going to late le so we go ghiong mrt... haha... indeed we're late... than went to buy thing jiu go wei jun's house le... cos py 2pm than can go home cos she dun wan go that lesson so pon... naughty gal sia... haha... than we teach wei jun maple... haha... py fianally lvl at wei jun house... haha... after lvl we jiu go 7 eleven wan buy cash ask few places oso dun have... dots... not fated.. haha... than jiu go play dunno wad spider web de... dots.. keep climb sia... haha... but i nv just keep laugh only cos i wear skirt.. thanpy make me laugh till my stomach very pain sia... than went to the CC oso the ppl use tennis ball to play soccer sia... make we all laugh like siao oso... actually we all oso quite lame la... reach home abt 4pm jiu play maple lor... than abt 8.30pm jiu stop... cos tired dun feel like playing... haiz... than just "he" sms me say noe i leg pain tml wan pei me go work n fetch me home all this sia... haiz... wei jun ever say if there is a guy who willing to fetch her home after work she will be very happy n touched cos we walk to so late i agree wad she say but now i wan edit my words... not everyone bring me home, say wad if i see u suffer alone i will heart pain all this.... haiz... i will be happy if all this words is other guy who i will fall wif say... haiz... i'm sorry is if say all this is hurting but really i dun have feeling toward "him" le... haiz... y muz "he" insist? "he" is puting me in a difficult spot sia... i wan ppl pei but not "him" la... haiz... stress... fan la... sian... dunno wad to do... indeed my leg very pain tml dunno wan how to wear that shoes go work... omg...

2006-06-29T00:07:00.000+08:00

monday (26/6/06)
today went out wif wei jun in the afternoon... went to find our working skirt n shoes... after which went to wei jun house cos her mum help me alter smy working skirt.. thx sia... than abt 9pm went home... omg... her house there so difficult to wait cab sia... haiz... today nth much actually..

Tueaday (27/6/06)
today went out wif wei jun n py mei... morning went to wei jun house to collect my skirt... than help wei jun make her maple... than her maple got many problem... than we keep help wei jun slove... than py say we like hacker cos wei jun keep say forget this forget that... dots... haha... finally she can play la... haha... than before we went out we already download 40% le.. than we jiu go out lor... i treat them go see movie... haha anyway got free ticket... we go see "Just My Luck" ... the show quite nice lor.. its say abt there's a gal who is very lucky n a man who is very unlucky... than they met at a function than they kiss after that their luck willl change... onces kiss jiu chnage... the show quite romatic de... haha... after that we went to play pool for awhile till 6pm... than we jiu go home le... than when wei jun reach home realise that her mum off her com so had to re-download her maple... so me n py mei jiu wait her.. than abt 9pm than ok... so me n py mei train jun till abt 1am than they jiu wan slp le.. so i play wif my other frenz... till abt 2+am than slp...

Wednesday (28/6/06)
today wake up at 10am... nth to do so me, wei jun n py mei play maple... haha... than we train wei jun.. till 5pm plus wei jun quit... haha... than me n py mei keep chiong to lvl... haha... so difficult to lvl make us feel very tired n sian sia... finally i lvl le but py mei nv... cos she die at 97%.. omg... than she say stress... haha... than i jiu go train my another frenz...... this few days always midnight tahn slp sia.. haha.. my leg damn pain... omg... this is the first time i got bilster till so jia let... haiz.. u won't noe how jialet unless u saw it... haiz... pain to death... sobs...

2006-06-23T23:56:00.000+08:00

wednesday 21/6/06
Meet py mei and ps burger king at 10.. but I reach so early sia.. me abt 9.30am reach.. than py reach at 10am hahas.. cos my bus and mrt came just nice.. lolls.. den we jiu eat bk de breakfast.*yummiex!den we jiu eat le den take cab go down thomson lors but aGain.. we were so early.. and e stall haven open.. cos i wan buy bag.. den we jiu walk around.. but thomson lyk nth to do de leiis.. z z z z boring sia thre.. den we jiu walk around e tiny shopping mall fer so long e stall still nt open? z z z z.. duno move le or nt? nvm den we wait awhile more..den we sian until go popular thre siao. Hahahas
..den we go to e pen thre and test e ink lors.. too bo liao oreadi lars we.. hahas.. den we notice eh? why no paper to write de? den e board was covered wit a plastic cover.. so we thot popular siao ask us write on plastic…den we jiu at thre figure out hw to use a veri special de pen.. lols.. the pen so weird so difficult to open and write de.. lolls…den gt e popular staff pp tell us in a veri rude way nt to test e ppl… she sai it dis way:: EXCUSE MI( she use shout de) PLEASE DUN TEST E PENS!! den she point to e tiny notice tat say nt to test de pens and say YOU NEVA SEE AH? hmms.. den we at thre still abit siao siao lars haha.. after we finish crapping e shop still nt open yet.. z z z z… so we decided to ta cab go bugis.. lols we are princess all way we ta cab de.. hehe.. den we reach bugis.. oso veri sian ahh!!! haas we walk around den walk walk walk.. den go mac drink milkshake…den st lai le.. den jus nice we drink finish le.. den we jiu at mac talk awhile.. den we jiu go up to prints thre to wait fer tay.. soon she came.. than keep saying jokes wit us hahas.. den we take prints… den we go walk to sim lim liaox cos st and tay wan buy mp4.. den we jiu reach sim lim we jiu walk a few rounds and joke alot hahas… den in e end they neva buy cos canot find a suitable one.. nvm nix tym find again… den walk to bugis again cos me wan to buy bag.. we trying to find e most cheap de… haha so walk until many many rounds…. yay found e cheapest de liaox hehe.. den ok st jiu go to work liaox den we jiu go suntec mi, tay and py mei.. den ok go marina find our working shoe…a bit ma huan lor nid totally black for the shoes n skirt.. haiz… liddat still nid to work and earn more money den spent on e job uniform lors.. hahas… den ok jiu shop awhile den py went home while me n tay went to amk to continue find our shoes… till abt 7.30pm we still can’t find n no more shoe shop le so we decided to went home as I meeting my parent so cannot go else where le… so tired sia… me from morning walk till night lor.. haiz… leg very pain sia.. sobs…

thursday 22/6/06
today wake up at 1o.30 bah... than went to wei jun house.. cos nth to do n anyway later meeting tay wif her.. haha... i still remember how to go wei jun house sia... haha... than go there see show awhile jiu take mrt go city hall meet tay n her frenz.. cos they introduce me go do banquet wad... so lor... after that me n wei jun jiu seprated wif them... we shop, buy thing than went to wei jun house watch movie again till 7.30pm... take bus go home as i'm meeting my parent lor... today nth much to say.. haha... today leg oso tired but not as tired as ytd.. haha...

friday 23/6/06
today wake up a bit later... wake up at abt 11am... than ask tay n py mei go watch movie.. py mei pon again.. cos is history lesson she dun wanna go... so i meet py mei 12.10pm at serangoon mrt.. than take mrt to ps.. meet tay 12.20pm at there but we late reach abt 12.30pm... tay oso late.. haha so when me n py mei reach, we go buy 12.45pm de ticket we watch Scary Movie 4.. haha.. the show not scarry de... is comedy.. very funny lor.. haha.. keep laugh... after the show end peiyi say she saw me... dots... but i nv saw her... than we jiu go the see shoes n skirt for working de.. we found 1 but very weird so nv buy... haha...find another... finally went to far east than tay found she like de than she bought it.. but not me... i can't wear.. leg too big.. after that py mei went home.. than me n tay went to bishan lor.. i finally found mine.. haha... but nv buy.. cos dunno that shoes they banquet will accept mar... so nv buy.. tml ask le than go buy.. haha... than we go shop for skirt.. than tay wan buy busher so we went to buy lor.. after that we went back to ps sia... dots.. we went to this fashion to see skirt but all not suitable for working there even though got only have size "s".. haiz.. too fat cannot wear "s" so nv buy... than we went home.. i'm late suppose to meet my parent 8.30pm but i reached at 8.50pm.. haha... leg pain oso.. haiz.. me everday leg pain sia.. dunno y... walk too long bah..

2006-06-21T23:30:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 8.30am cos meeting panyu 10am at Plaza singapura... who noe i'm early by 30 minso had to wait her... lucky she reach 15min after i reach... haha.. than we eat buger king... than we take cab to thomson plaza than we reach too early nth to do.. so we keep walk till the bag shop open.. but when the shop open le dun have sell bag de.. change stall le.. hai wo men bai den.. haiz... than we take cab to bugis lor... meeting st n tay wad... but we reach early so we keep walk again.. sian... than tired le went to mac to drink milkshake... than st reach le.. we went to PMK n walk awhile than tay reach after she reach le we jiu go eat lor.. tahn went to sim lim shop for abt an hour than went to buy bag... i finally bought that bag.. haha. dots than st go work than me, pan n tay take cab go suntec... to see shoes nia.. haha... than we n tay took bus 133 to amk while panyu go home... haiz.. tml meeting tay, wei jun n tay's frenz to go work place... wan earn money le..

2006-06-17T15:19:00.000+08:00

somtimes really in bad mood haiz... parent make me no mood oso.. "dun ask me y? cos i dun feeling saying as it was a family things... maybe one day i'll say but not now... " fan.. y muz there be so many unhappy things happening? haiz... i damn headace sia... so many problem... sometimes really feel that die hao le... haiz... but die oso cannot solve the problem... shi huo dou bu gou... my fate bah... haiz.. just hope that my fate can change too good...

someone really make me hate him for life le... will only treat him as stranger... first time angry ppl till so jialet... shang de yue shen, hen de yue shen... my way of saying.. haha.. really too deep till only myself than noe the pain... i like that guy had already die for quite a long time le... only leaving his clone doing those bad & unforgiveable things... is not i xiao qi or wad... just that he did something really hurt ppl to deep.. if u put urself in my shoes... not only me say that.. so therefore he is unforgiveable...

2006-06-11T21:57:00.000+08:00

Thursday ( 8/7/2006)
today as per usual.. before sch went to gui jian house for breakfast cum lunch... haha.. than went to sch.. ees lesson doing revision.. ifa is doing project cos today is the deadline... the ifa teacher, dunno how to say him.. ask him a question than ask me left this ar? i say yes, than he mark my work le.. omg sia.. than he mark le can leave le.. than after sch meet dad at orchard for dinner as mum having dinner wif her frenz.. so me n dad went to fish & co for dinner before we went home.

Friday(9/7/2006)
today raining so no pe lesson.. than actually today is planned go shop de but see weather so good so we went to swim lor as we long time nv swim le... than meet wei jun n xiu qing abt 3 plus or 4pm at tpy to swim.. we really swim cos wei jun wanna swim non-stop so we all pei her lor... at abt 6 plus we went to bath.. when i start wasing my hair, i realiease that there is 2 "xiao qiang".. omg... i faster wear back my swimming costume and grab my thing and went out.. scare me... than go to another cubical.. haiz.. after that went to pastamania for dinner... after dinner went to serangoon garden de cafe cartel to meet my parent as home oso no one so meet them first or i'll be alone.. haha.. went home abt 9 plus than play games til;l 2/3am sia..

Saturday (10/7/2006)
today had to wake up at 7am plus cos accompany my parent go swensen eat breakfast before send mum to work.. inside the car i was sleeping like a pig sia.. cos not enough slp.. haiz... super tired... than after send mum to work went to bishan CPF building to settle my passed away grandfather things.. omg waited for an hour than the person say cannot.. need this n that.. haiz.. sian.. so before we left bishan, we went to buy breakfast for my granny.. than went we reach home for abt 20-30 min, we went out again.. to pick up my kor.. haiz.. than after that went to ah yat for lunch, than went almost finish, dad office call him cos got important things so we rush to his office.. after that went home rest for 10 min.. went out meet mum as we going to grandparent's place.. reach there, actually wanna go slp de than my cousin pull me go play wif him so cannot slp again.. omg than abt 11pm reach home.. pei my mum watch VCD till abt 1am than go slp lor.. haiz.. today super tired sia.. haiz.. no time for me to rest..

Sunday, today (11/7/2006)
wake up at 9am.. make breakfast for my dad to eat than fater go bath n change cloth cos meet wei jun n xiu qing at 10.20am.. who noe wei jun over slept so ended up meet at around 10.50am so i called my dad drive us go orchard so we reach abt 11.40am.. went to K Box to sing song.. sing till 3pm plus before we go shop.. when come down saw a slipper than i bought it.. when we leave that building, it was raining quite heavy so we wne tback in to shop again.. went to more than words n bought stationary and we left that building le cos nth to shop.. so we walked under the rian tp far east... very cold lor.. reach ther we go see necklect lor.. and i bought 1 necklect while xiu qing bought 2.. than they no money so lent them lor.. omg so many ppl own me money.. i'll broke soon sia.. than we continue shop lor.. than at 5pm plus me n wei jun went to ps while xiu qing went home.. go ps awhile me jiu need to city hall meet my family le so wei jun went home.. reach city hall dad call me go marina square cos kor going there.. so i went to marina square.. reached marina square dad call n say meet city hall cos kor they all change place.. damn it.. make me fed up sia.. make my leg pain lor.. walk here n there.. than my leg pou pi lor.. sobs.. pain sia.. at first oso nv de.. so i even angry sia... than mum went to buy plaster for me... after kor meet his frenz we jiu went for dinner lor... than jiu come home le.. wah this weekend super tired sia.. omg.. not enough slp lor... sobs...

2006-06-07T22:41:00.000+08:00

tuesday (6/6/2006)
today i alone go home again.. haha.. actually is half way alone lor.. cos gui gui ps me.. sobs.. haha.. no la... its normal de.. there's reason behing it.. i understand de.. cos if is me, i'll oso like that.. hehe.. so i'll understand u de.. than while waiting me, got one uncle siao de.. walk over to me than look at me and smile so er xin... than after awhile jiu sit beside me.. weird weird de.. think he muz be siao de... dun care him la.. than went home jiu see finish the CD which gui gui lent me de.. haha..

Today (wednesday 7/6/2006)
today as usual always at bus sleep de.. haha.. today i almost miss the stop even though gui gui same bus as me cos she nv call me.. just walk wif her baobei.. sobs.. lucky i just able to wake up lor.. haha.. kidding la.. i nv angry.. hehe.. than when reach sch jiu do project lor.. whole day doing project lor.. haiz.. 2 different project.. make me fed up cos keep having error.. sian.. lost patient sia... after sch, on the way home go buy hair spa than jiu go home do hair spa le..

my life nth interesting.. sobs.. haiz.. awaiting for my Mr Right.. hehe..

2006-06-02T16:42:00.000+08:00

wednesday 31/5/06
i'm the foolish person in this world... get cheated so many times still forgive him... i must be crazy... this is oso the first time he say/scold me till like that.. i won't forgive him anymore... i hate him forever... treat it i nv noe him before bah...

2006-05-28T21:52:00.000+08:00

27 May 2006 (Saturday)
ytd woke up at 10am than went to cafe cartel eat breakfast... than went to paragoon, anada for the spa party lor... after that meet mum for lunch jiu go grandparent place lor.. at nite after dinner we jiu make chocolate foutain.. haha.. my small cousin were having fun sia..
so excited abt it as they're kids..

28 May 2006 (today)
haiz.. today so sway sia.. early morning wake up than necklect spoil le.. sian sia... sway... than at home so sian nth to do .. till abt 5pm than go out... go tpy shop lor... go see my necklect.. than go few jewelry shop... than bought at sookee jewelry lor... than eat dinner jiu went home le... headace and very sian... suddenly miss him so much than go take me n him last time de photo n see... miss those happy times... T_T

2006-05-26T23:19:00.000+08:00

haiz.. this few days my life damn suck.. not everyone noes wad had happen.. haiz.. think one or no ppl noe nia.. when can i find my happiness? i can't steand it for too long le.. i might break down soon.. god pls help me

2006-05-24T23:10:00.000+08:00

haiz... sometimes life really sucks... i dun really live in a happy world... others might think that i'm living happily as there will always be a smile in my face but in fact that smile might not real... actually i've enough of the unhappiness but wad can i do? who can make me really feel happy? who can give me happiness? there's too many sensitive issues for me to say? and i dun feel like saying here... i envious ppl who had already found their happiness... though the happiness might not last long but onces its there... who can give me happiness? pls come asap... i have enough of the unhappiness...hate to be alone too...

2006-05-21T21:22:00.001+08:00

wow so long nv post le my blog rust liao sia...

haiz... recently feel very lonely and bored... and this lonely n bored feeling is not that easy to be cure... this feeling oso can be done by a godd stead... it may some little despo... haha... but really will feel sian lor... haiz... nth to do...

2006-03-15T08:25:00.000+08:00

haiz... so long nv post le sia... recently like a guy at first i tot he is the guy who gui jian uncle sia... but now, i dun think that guy is him... i dun think that he like me... haiz... feel like giving up... but can i? difficult sia... haiz...sian... maybe we just not fated to be together bah... forget it...

2006-02-01T09:03:00.000+08:00

haiz... sian lol... now having lesson.. but nth to do come blog lol... haiz... so tired and boring lol.. sch so far.. haiz.. always have to wake up so early than go home so late... hiaz... cca start le how? go home even late lol than reach home midnight le la... haiz....

2006-01-22T09:51:00.000+08:00

haiz.. it had been a week since re-opened of school... i'm so unhappy.. different class as gui jian.. me feel so bored though got some new frenz... i miss her a lot... haiz... than i apply to change class... n the section head promised my dad that if got ppl willing to chnage wif me, i can change.. but now when i meet the section head, he say he did not promised my dad... and say many things... of course some of it is quite true la but he oso say if i dun wan study here, nvm cos many ppl outside waiting to come in... omg... how can he say tis? haiz... and when i say i'm rushing for the O lvl math entrance test, he still drag me for another 13min... how can he do that... because of this, i dun have my lunch n i've no mood to do the test... it will affect my performance... is tis the attitude a section head should have? NO!!! haiz... however my dad will go sch see him on monday le... haiz.... hope i can change class T_T

actually i oso dunno y i insist to change the class so terible... haiz... at first is i choose there first de, nv think of gui jian will pei me, but now? haiz... i wan same class as her... y? i'm so siao... i feel very sad when i can't change class... haiz... now i dun feel like going to sch anymore but i had to go cos i dun wanna give up on my studies... however the section head make me affect my learning mood... if he dun let me change class, he will affect my mood to study.. i dun used to feel tis way to my studies... haiz...

god pls let me be in the same class as gui jian... i dun wan tis to affect my studies... i really wan to study well... i admit my interest not in here but i will try hard to score... pls.. i beg u T_T

parent say that if i really happen to change class, the section head will "mark" me n the class... they afraid that the class will hate me... hiaz.. i oso afraid of such things happen... but i really feel like changing... haiz...

2005-12-28T10:21:00.000+08:00

haiz... so long didn't blog le... for 3 mth le... wow... this 3 mth so sian sia... haiz... for the first two mth i was keep playing maple non-stop... like maple siao... lol haiz.. so boring sia.. as for the 3rd mth... i finally work... work in indochine bar n resturant... haha.. for the first week of work, i alomst go bar everyday... lol... but is for work... than oso for the evian water 2006 launching... in the pub... i dunno is a pub before i went... haha... first time went pub to drink than my parent say me "jiu gui"... so sad... i drink only 2 cup lol... haiz..

working at here can say is slack la... but high responbility.... T_T... when do wrong things will egt scold like hell... lol... haha... most of the time is slack lol... haha.. pay oso not bad... hehe... now i finally noe wad is earn money difficult, spend money easy...

i spend almost $400 in just a mth just to shop n buy things all this... omg can u imagine? my parent say me anyhow buy things... waste money... T_T so sad... i wanna buy laptop... but parent say ownself buy... evil sia... haiz... have to save money... but i've spend so much... oh no, i'm addicted to shopping n buy things... how? here gone my money again.... haiz... i'm aming by june muz buy... but can? will i have that money till than? or i will spend it away? haiz.... omg...

2005-09-20T20:20:00.000+08:00

my side view

we were so wet n dirty

take on the train

shu hui n me

me

img src="http://meris89.mypicgallery.com/pinkishgal/17092005003_large.jpg">
we were so wet n dirty

shu hui n me again

2005-09-20T20:12:00.000+08:00

17/9/05

went to sentosa lol... meet gui jian 7..30am at her house lol than take bus to serangoon mrt to meet shu hui... haha... after that we take mrt to harbourfront mrt lol... went to eat breakfast lol... than take bus go sentosa... when we reach there... we went to the beach lol.. haha... we play in the sea... at first shu hui dun wanna go down de... than me n gui jian pull her down... haha... than we were so wet lol... than sit the train lol... sit here n there... so fun... than we leave there at abt 3pm lol... than went to gui jian house lol... cos she got bbq wad... than straight away go her house lol...at first is say wanna slp de but end up sitting at her room, watch VCD lol... haha... than play lol... went home at abt 11pm lol... so tired...

2005-09-19T19:41:00.000+08:00

so long nv post le sia... today after sch, went to hougang lol... we take mrt go hougang than pei gui jian buy prepaid card lol... after that went to see doctor... cos my eye pain lol... than got thing... than the doctor ask me wanna cut away or aplly cream will do... i choose to cut, cos faster wad... haha... than panyu n gui jian say i very brave... haha... actually when the doctor inject me, it pain lol.. but have to endure wad... haha... than after that, my left bleed... than they say me cry blood... haha.. how can cry blood, only one eye got tears nia... haha... cos after make got tears come out wad... than oso have to cover the whole of my left eye... i feel very ugly lol... but they say is normal... nvm de... haha... than jiu went home le lol... thx for pri me go see doctor wor... haha...

2005-09-06T15:23:00.000+08:00

last few days i've been very fan n sad lol... but now all unhappiness had gone le... me now just wanna study well lol ( like real)... haha.... i dun wanna live in a life which filled of saddist... i wan to be happy... i dun wanna get hurt or unhappy by him le... so i wanna end it... i've made up my mind le... haha...

2005-08-24T21:41:00.000+08:00

haiz... i feel so fan lol... no in a good mood... cos of somethings lol... at first, tis year my bday is the happiest bday i ever had... but cos of a particular things, tis year my bday is the most unhappy bday i ever had... haiz... things changes in just a few hours times... y muz it be like that? i hate it... i hate my life... my result was so sux... is not up to the expectations for myself... omg.... haiz... wad am i doing? think no one noe wad i feel now... i oso dunno wad i wan... haiz... really very wad lol...

2005-08-01T22:03:00.000+08:00

haiz... dun dare to find trouble for u lol... got so many "ppl" lol... haiz... i humji mar... i cannot get best actress award sia... haiz... so sian.. becos i not good in acting lol... haiz... say ppl copy, actually ownselves copy ppl first.. haiz... y i come to zhounghua u oso come? copy me la? i gal, u gal than copy me la... i cut hair u cut hair... u copy me la? like that i wanna say wad oso can le lol... wah lao... haiz... kp today so good sia.. keep play wif me... wad a good kor kor... even help me do things till ownselves no time to do,oso won't du lan me... so good lol... haha... love this kor kor lots sia... nv say u than come say me... think i'm 3 year old kid sia... haiz... the world oso not fair to me... ppl got ren to help... me? dun have lao da... only can help myself... just that ppl not hapy wif her than together nia... lol... out of my control de... haiz... if u close to me... than we have the same things, that's not copy lol... if i close wif u, u wan wad same wif him jiu same lol... i won't mind.. but ppl who like to say things behind ppl back, jolly well noe, not much ppl like her... only noe how to say others... actually it reflect on urself lol... just that some ppl dunno nia... can't be helped... but if u choose to stop it, i dun mind... anyway from the start, no one say u lol.... just that u come say us, so we say u nia... if not we nv say u de... u should noe.. i nv not happy wif u.. NO ONE SAY U AT THE START!!! if u dun say me, i jolly well won't say u... hope u noe wad i mean...

2005-07-25T18:36:00.000+08:00

today first lesson is pe lol... got one ppl hor dunno wad happen to him sia... sms me say we dun get so close la... than me starting jiu nv care him lol... as he say so de mar... than he jiu come find me n play lol.... lame rite? he hor very cute de lei... if i nv play wif him he jiu will come find me... if i keep play wif him, he like dun care de... siao lol... haiz... haha... nvm la... also not first day noe him le... haha... today after sch got oral lol... easy lol... haha... after oral me, gui jian n panyu jiu take cab home lol... jiu faster bath hao jiu meet again lol... haha.. jiu atke bus go amk... cos moii help mum to collect things mar... than saw shu yuan, terry n han siang lol.. haha... after that take cab go rochor lol.. abt 6pm than take cab home lol... so sian lol... haiz...

*can't read ur mind... dunno wad u wan lol... haiz... u make me blur le... can u just give me a clear ans? i really dun noe wad u wan lol... haiz... but i think even u oso dunno the ans rite? haiz...

2005-07-11T22:08:00.000+08:00

haiz... today lesson all so sian lol... especially math lesson lol... keep toking n playing sia... nv listen to wad teacher say lol... just copy nia... haha... he write wad i jiu copy wad lol... haha... than when he ask us to do ourselves, me jiu than see those example lol... than noe how to do sia... haha... haiz.. N level coming le... others is even more hardworking... me lei? even more lazy... keep slacking sia.. haiz... than today dnt me nth to do lol... mr fauzil nv come lol... than me nth to do sia... sian... keep slacking lol... after sch, take cab home wif gui jian n panyu... but stop outside teh circle there lol... cos gui jian wanna buy things mar... so lol... than buy le jiu went home... faster bath jiu went to meet gui jian lol... we jiu take cab to sim im lol.. than go rochor oso... buy our stuff lol... than went to bugis to shop lol... went to take photo oso.. than went to buy stuff... haha... all like those children stuff but very cute lol... so buy lol... haha... we like still small sia... haha... today happen some childish stuff sia... wif a gal... nth to do wanna find trouble... later i call police sia... dosts... dun be bother le la... very sian lol... haiz... wanna change my blog song liao... too sian le... but dun noe go wad website lei... than scare got those virus... sian,.. than a bit lazy to change oso... haha.. wad a lazy gal am i? haiz...

2005-07-10T12:06:00.000+08:00

at the end of the year oursch organise a graduation ball... for the gals we r wearing gown n for the guys wear those tuxdeo... at first i feeling like going de... but when come to think abt clothes, than dun feel like going le... cos even though i have the cothes, wear le oso not nice cos too fat lol... actually can put scaf de.. but oso very ugly... so end up dun feel like going le lol... haiz... maybe just go out wif my frenz bah.. friday take height n weight lol... finally slim down le... haiz.. me use to gain weight instead of slim down de... was so glad lol... nv gain weight... muz continue control my diet sia... but not like now lol... parent scold me... wanna slim down than nv eat proper meal... always eat little things nia... not proper meal... than now sick liao lol... like last time... gastric problem lol...haiz... than friday went to fullerton hotel eat chocolate buffet lol... but than got some gastric problem lol... so eat very little nia... always eat more than my mum de... but not feeling well so eat very little lol... haiz... overall the ood quite nice la... but cannot always go there eat lol.. f not will grow fat de lol... haiz... ytd oso not that feeling well lol.. bu end up oso go out.. meet my mum at cafe cartel eat lunch first lol... than meet jh 4pm at serangoon interchange lol... than meet xingyao, hekming n robin lol... than while waiting for them, saw clement n his frenz walk pass than jiu smile to him lol... than i jiu turn around le.. but when they walk passed me, his frenz turn around to look at me lol... dots... dunno y oso..han feel very peiseh lol... than went to st gabriel lol... meet geok ting n bing qiang lol... than keep saw clement lol... than his frenz down there than i was like so peiseh cos dun noe wad happening lol... than when at st gabriel the time jh say clement was saying hello to me han i nv ans very dao... cannot blame me lol... i nv heard him wad... sorry... than whole day walk till where jiu will saw him but i was shy till dun dare to look at him lol.. haha... jh u cannot laugh at me wor... cos? u noe urself la... haha... dun say out... haha... than went to j8 to shop lol... haha... than meet moii parent at there oso lol.. than went to buy things jiu went home le...so sian nth to do lol... later maybe will go out oso.. most likely bah... but dun noe go where lol... still got little but unwell lol... sian...

2005-07-04T18:01:00.000+08:00

1/7/05
today is the second day of learning carnival sia... after flag-raising than recess liao... lame rite? so bo liao lol... go sch fof awhile jiu recess liao at 8am lei? siao de... than the gals jiu go canteen eat lol... me n py nv eat... just sit at the table n drink our drinks nia... than jiu go back class liao lol... than went to dnt room for the "Fun With Plastics" program lol... indeed fun lol.. haha... at first my work was spoil de... cos hand itch wad... haven't dry jiu go touch than the melt lol... arr... damage my own work... tha i was like sian sian sit at a side lol... than my frenz ask me y than i say my work spoil liao... than they call me relax... dun not happy lol... than siti say nvm la... i got extra give u one lol... thx siti... but dun have to la... cos me only wan i do de nia... thanks anyway... haha...than abt 11.30am went for lunch lol... after that went to chinatown lol... for the program "L.O.S.T @ Chinatown" lol... than reach the ACM there for briefing lol... than jiu set off liao... than me, panyu, kian poh, chou hong, ronnie, marc n sim go off together lol... yo... chou hong keep quarrelw if sim sia... haiz... than stop them lol.. after awhile jiu stop le... than we go all the way to fort canning lol... haha... climb so high than everyone so tired lol... haha... sim was the last one lol... than all call him faster... than go find wad spice garden lol.. haiz... than dad call me lol... when i'm at spice garden lol... he ask me u all near my office ar? cos he n his frenz saw a lot of zhonghua ppl walking around mar... than he ask me i finding where lol.. i say spice garden lol... than he say oh... near the club there... haiz... than we all find keep finding lol... haiz... shoyld ask dad mar... haha... nvm la... than after that saw my frenz than we jiu help each other lol... haha... moii mei wad... haha... than jiu go the church lol... than saw mr ong... he give us the question than we find... they got a lot of tombstone lol... than we have to go there find out ans wad... than i found it jiu tell them lol... haha.., than kian poh keep scare me lol... wah lao... say this n that... haiz... nvm,... after that we saw the timing than say sure cannot finish de la... than jiu dun carry on liao... haha... than marc say go funan lol... than end up we go mac there eat, rest n tok lol... haha... than saw time almost up le than fatsre leave lol... haha... on the way still keep crapping lol... haha... than reach le jiu go inside the museum lol...cos the weather very hot mar... so go in lol... haha... than awhile later jiu leave liao... go back sch lol... while we on the way to sch in the bus... we took some pic lol... haha... all take sia... than reached sch jiu have break lol... than went to eat lol... after that went back to dnt room collect our job lol... haha... than wei jun help me try to make my work than ok liao lol... haha... thx wei jun... than jiu went hall for the drama competition lol... than end le we jiu go canteen to have our dinner lol... after that go back hall for the movie lol... dun noe wad is the title of the movie lol... tahn we gals jiu lie down to watch lol... have snack too... haha... than end at abt 9.50pm lol... my parent fetch me home cos they dun wanna me go home myself mar... than jiu go home wif them lol... plus gui jian oso... wad a heavy traffic lol... so many cars... haha,... all come fetch thier child de... haha... tha no cab... awhile later while waitinf for cab than saw gui jian brother lol.. at first is oso going homt togetjer de... but too many ppl so end up seprate into two cabs lol... so tired sia... haiz..

2/7/05
wake up quite late lol... than very sian... nv do much... nth to do... only at eveing abt 5 plus than go my grandparent house nia lol... nth much... so sian sia... haiz..

3/7/05
today wake up at 7.30am lol.. haiz... very early rite? cos my aunt office organise wad family day de la... than my cousin call me go oso... than jiu go lol... at first is say both my dad n mum plus me go de... but end up dad so tired say dun wanna go lol... haiz... than left me n my mum go lol... wah reach there so sian de lol... nth much... than pei my cousin play n looked afetr them lol... sian.. than they say go eat things first lol... than jiu stay at theer lol... my cousin run n run sia... than me osohave to look after them lol... haiz... than went vback for the luckily draw lol.. got one prize lol... dun care lol... haha... after awhile jiu went to my another aunt house lol... haha... cos tired mar... than all say go there massage their leg than mum oso go lol... haha... than i was so tired lol... feel sleeping while i massage my leg lol... haha... than end liao, all jiu leave le lol.. my aunt there all take cab to tpy shop lol... than i take cab home wif my mum lol... than my dad angry lol... cos he say wanna go tpy mar than we late go home... awhile nia... wah lao... than before we reach home he jiu left house le lol... than my parent quarrel on the phone lol... lame sia... my dad fault lol... than i scold him oso lol... i dun care de lol... they always me jiu say them de... so lamelol... so small thing quarrel... siao de... haiz... than went to bath first lol... haiz... than jiu take cab meet dad lol... shop at tpy for awhile jiu go marina lol... that side open quite a lot of shop le... but nth much lol... than mum wanna buy shoes than we pei her lol... see so many shoes lol... than i went to a shop sell watch de... dad ask me i like wad... than me jiu saw a few design lol... like the fossil n DKNY de... i like 2 desgin from DKNY de lol.. one is the word "DKNY" in crystal de lol... very nice... so me jiu try lol... than found not suit me lol... cos the watch is very elegant de... than if i wear those casual clothes jiu not math le lol... unless wear those evening gown lol... those elegant look de... haiz... me jiu see n see lol... dunno wad to buy so end up nv buy... haiz... dad call me to decide first lol... haiz... than i oso dunno... i like the watch lol... very nice but me like seldom wear de... happy jiu wear not happy nv wear de... than scare waste money lol... few hundred lei.. haiz... see how first la... haha... dunno... than at night so sian than just nice st call me lol... than we jiu chat lol... haha.. for quite awhile lol... cos me oso nth to do... she oso very sian... so chat lol... haha... crapping around lol... haha...

than today so sian nth to do oso... at first is go out de... but end up dun feel like going out so nv go lol... jiu stay at home online, play games n watch show lol... than online chat wif st lol... than we jiu say plsy games than end up his brother wanna play so play wif him lol..... than st eat lunch than no one take care of him than she jiu call me pei her brother play games lol... haha... jiu play... play till my eyes pain lol... than was doing things while playing wif her brothers lol... after she done wif her lunch... i jiu pei her brother play one more round jiu stop le lol... cos my eyes very pain liao sia... haha... jiu stop lol... haha... sian... haiz...

2005-06-29T18:44:00.000+08:00

Omg... realizes that my study is become more n more sucks le... haiz... but still can't change the lazy habit sia... dun even bother to study.. keep drag n drag... during lesson keep day dreaming.. nv pay atention lol.... ahzi... everytime say wanna study end up nv de... worse still always play, tok, shop lol... haiz... my study can say from bad to worse le lol... wad am i going to do? N level lol... haiz... me say so much oso no use de... cos no action... haha... too lazy... going to die soon le lol... haiz...

2005-06-29T18:25:00.000+08:00

today at sch was so sian lol... youth day celebration still got study... bored... the concert start at only around 12pm lol...to tired... dun feel like saying too much le... or i'm just being too lazy to say bah... haha.. after sch went out wif chou hong, kp n apple... the show was nice lol... some part so funny sia...

as for st... i'm sorry... nv go out wif u... cos u all like got little not happy wif me, so i dun dare to go... scare later go le, make everyone not happy... if go there make everyone not happy, wad for i go? just to ruin everyone mood? so i choose not to go... sorry... yes... u all did invite me to go.. i appreciate that... but i'm too afraid to spoil everyone mood... u all might think that is because i wanna go out wif kp... but my ans is no... i say MIGHT only... so pls dun misunderstand... thx... cos maybe is i think too much le... abt ytd the quarrel... i dun wish to say anymore le... maybe everyone got wrong bah... dunno... anyway say so much oso no point le wad... can't change anything... but y dun let it over n dun blame on anyone? i believe tis might be the best way to settle le... but i noe, angry is cannot say dun angry jiu dun agry de... but if u all wanna cool down first or wad, up to u all... jane say before..."last year being together le as a same class le, y dun we be frenz instead of unhappy wif each other?"u all might dun think tis way la... but i feel that is last year of classmate le, so dun wanna quarrel so much lol... haiz... but some might oso think that dun have tis frenz jiu dun have lol... anyway without him/her the world oso won't stop moving de... but i really hope we dun quarrel or have any unhappiness... onces again sorry for nv go out wif u all... and after all u all wanna stop this unhappiness or not, up to u all... cos i can't change others mind... i'm not saying that u all r in the wrong or wo is in the wrong... just hope everyone can forget tis unhappiness...

2005-06-28T18:58:00.000+08:00

haiz... sian... second day of sch only, jiu got quarrel le.... y muz there always be a quarrel? haiz... like nv stop quarrelling... i from 4 plus 5 say till now le... i'm tired... trying to make them calm down n dun not happy wif each others, but end up they more ji dong? am i just too busybody? but all is my frenz, than wanna me see them quarrel mah? haiz... y? ppl say ren shi shan bian de... izzit true? maybe... cos now so close but later jiu quarrel... even though u r good frenz, but while u wif other frenz, u will say another frenz bad things, than later still go act blur all this? noe wad i'm saying? guess no bah... i say clearly bah... haiz... like example gal A, B n C are good frenz, can say even sister... but when gal A n B have some unhappiness, while gal C is wif gal A, she say bad things abt gal B... but when gal C is wif gal B, she will say bad things abt gal A... wad is this call? few face ppl... tis kind of ppl very good in playing policities... which side got more benefit, jiu follow which side... haiz... some more is teenager wor... do such things... haiz... act good act chio, act lian... no offende wor... nv say who wor... anyway i'm not the one who only say this wor... still got some of her so called frenz... haiz... there is too much quarrel in my class lol... haiz... fan ar... all is my frenz, cannot dun help... haiz... hope u all noe how i feel bah... if dun noe, nvm... haiz...

2005-06-23T18:28:00.000+08:00

haha.. today is a shopping day... wake up at 10.00am... haha... last night slp at 2.30am lol... than while i make up, py call me say she going to take cab come house than go heeren meet jane lol... when i almost done she jiu say in cab le... than me faster make le, jiu leave house lol... opps.. forget to bring necklance lol... too rush... than jiu faster ran out lol... when i reach outside, put just nice reach moii house le... haha... than we jiu go heeren lol.. reach there at 12pm lol... jane say meet 12pm mar... end up late lol... the cab fare is $8 lol... than i n py half half lol... than we jiu go walk walk lol... while waiting for jane... but not much shop open yet lol... than nth to shop lol... awhile later jane reach le... than we jiu meet her at first level lol... haha... than continue shop lol... after that, we walk to far east to buy clothes... finally bought my clothes le... bought black colour de... than jane jiu buy same design as mine lol... but different colour lol... she bought pink... haha... than jiu take bus go ps lol... went to find jane sis... than jiu go eat lol... than shop again... haha... we eat very long lol... haha... than went to buy things again... after awhile py have to leave le cos late liao... so we jiu go heartland buy some stuff jiu leave le... haha... today spend a lot of money sia... no money le... so ke lian... haha... but enjoy myself a lot.. py very funny keep beat ppl n li siao siao lol... haha... keep laughing while we take photo... can't stand sia... haha... have a enjoyable day... but sch re-opend jiu die le... nv do homework sia... all say together dun do lol... haha... i only do book review lol... the rest nv do... haha...

~enjoy myself a lot lol...
~love jane aka moii laogong a lot lol...
~ love panyu aka moii sister a lot lol...
~thx them for leting me have a wonderful day lol...
~next time go out together again k?
~but oso have to study for N level oso wor...
~all the best to u all...
~ mucks...

2005-06-21T12:49:00.000+08:00

sunday (19/6/05)
today is father day... wake up in the morning to come breakfast for my dad... than afternoon, went to eat wif all my mother side the aunt, unlce, grandparent and counsin... my oldest cousin very the brave sia... won't scare get lost de lol... while others is toking he quickly ran out the resturant lol... than we we saw it le, than his mum ran out to chase him lol... than keep find n find, cannot find him... than went his mum walk back saw him le... than he get scolding lol... than he say he go mens toliet... dots... than just ran out like that... make ppl worry for him sia... 5 yrs old nia lol... haiz... than eat finish le, go shop shop lol... than they went to my grand parent to pack things lol... cos tml got renovation wat... than me n my parent continue shop lol... dad went to bought a shoes lol... than take mrt to tanjong pagar lol... than they pei me go amara there buy shoes lol... than mum oso bought a pair of shoes lol.. haha... everyone buy shoes sia... haha... than walk to the resturant to eat dinner wif my father side the ppl lol... than eat finish jiu went home le... so late lol... ok la...

hope my dad like the present lol... hehe...

monday(20/6/05)
today wake up at 7.45am lol... so early rite? normally wake up very late de... but today bo bian have to wake up early.. cos my grandparent places under renonvation lol... almost renonvation the whole house lol... than reach there at 8.40am lol... than eat mybreakfast... aunt buy for me de... than after eating the constructors come le... than they call us shift some things aside lol... than they jiu start work lol... than we jiu stand at there monitor them... after awhile they wanna cut the things scare make till us than call us go aside lol.. than we three jiu sit at the living room tok lol while monitor them.. than dun wanna stand at there lol... very din tay lol... than jiu tok tok lol... than another group of constructors come lol... make other things... total got 3 groups of constructors lol... all guys de la... of course... than make till 5pm like that... than help to clear up lol... clean this n that... actually ok la... dun really feel tired... than went to take bath lol... than 6 plus, my second cousin come lol... after sch... than jiu stick to me, play lol.. haha... than around 7.30pm, me jiu leave le... went to meet my parent at house here lol... mum was late... sian... waited for 30 min lol... than went to eat lol...

today(21/6/05)
today wake up at 10.45am like that lol... cos very sian than dun wanna wake up... haha... keep sleeping lol... than cooked break fats for my self to eat.... no one at home... till 2pm like that than they come home... than buy for me to eat lol... whole day so sian lol... nth to do... sian...

2005-06-16T19:44:00.000+08:00

so long nv go out wif my 2 sistas... jh n gt... we nv go out for dun noe how many times le... everytime say wanna go out than end up nv de... today finally go out le... haha... today go out oso because wann buy bday present for bq kor... so me, jh n gt go buy lol... wake up at 9.30am cos have to meet jh 11am at tampines mall... gt come later cos she got things on... than i was late abt 20 min lol.. than she was like nagging lol... haha... than walk at tampines... nth uch to walk... walk finish le nth to do so decide went to bugis lol... than we sms gt... than went we reach bugis... abt 10 min later gt reach le... so we went to take neoprint lol... haha... than shop shop... finally bought present for bq kor le... haha... 10 more days is bq kor cum mei fu the bday le... haha... they was like so sweet lol... jealous... haha... jk nia la... they happy jiu hao lol... haha... today was a nice day but all of us was so tred lol... than my leg was so pain lol... blez... walk so long lei... haiz... nvm,.... happy jiu hao... haha...

2005-06-15T20:38:00.000+08:00

14/6/05
few days nv blog le... sunday went to my chalet... mum open for me de... haha... on 12/6/05, is all my family, aunt, uncle, cousin, grandparent come... we play n eat... enjoy myself a lot sia... than monday is for all frenz de... than at first not much ppl de... all my class the sistas nv come... only shu hui, er kee, ivan,terence n eugene come pei me... wahahaha... love u all... hope u all enjoy urself wor... hehe...

15/6/05
today went out wif siew theng n panyu... at first we is meet 11am de... but i keep call st no one ans... than wait wait n wait... no ans... so me end up like dun feel like going than py tell me st wake up le... n she is at serangoon le... so me faster go out than go pay my hp bill jiu go meet them lol... wait them for 25min at the 133 bus-stop lol... than take cab go... we went to k box... haha... so fun sia... keep laughing, singing n playing lol... than went to charles n keith to see shoes lol... cos wanna buy mar... but the shoe i wan no stock le... sob sob... so went to eat swensen lol... haha... we only eat ice cream n drink coffee all tis nia... cos at k box already eat chicken rice le... after that went to feed the koi lol... keep suan each other sia... than jiu py go take cab lol.. than me n st go shop lol... than went to chinatown to shop... than jiu went home le... st went to meet wj at her house than me go home lol... wait for the bus for very long sia... sian... make me reach home at 7.45pm like that... sian... than nth for me to eat sia... lucky mum still not at home than call her buy for me... haha... today enjoy my self a lot sia... haha... miss k box...

2005-06-06T18:42:00.000+08:00

today went out wif wei jun... meet her12pm lol... than i take mrt to her house there meet her... than go sim lim lol... haiz... wanna refund money... chou hong say can de... than the person say cannot sia... haiz... than wei jun say see she need mar, if need than she buy from me lol... haiz... dun wanna waste anymore money le... that time oso but pulley than mr fazui say need 3... 2 small n one big... so i buy lol... tahn ask him correct mar... he say yes... than very long later he say dun need le... wah lao... play wif me sia... than very long le cannot exchange liao lol... haiz... wast me $12 now dun wanna waste anymore le some more it cost abt $14 lol.... haiz... me no money le... so sad sia... haiz... after that we went to bugis shop shop lol... nv bought much things la... haha... just shop shop nia... than very sian... we went to sasa bought some nail polish lol... than wei jun say wanna come my house watch DVD than make medicure oso... so we went to edge to bought nail art... than go take bus lol... reach serangoon le than wei jun say wanna buy things eat so went to buy potato chips lol... than from outside sch there take cab come my house lol... than watch show... eat potato chips lol... eat finish le than we make medicure lol... haha... lame rite? sian... than wei jun make so long sia... make till i wanna sleep sia... sian lol... make le, erase, make le, erase...yo... make till me can't stand it... make for abt 1h 30min lol... or even lon than that sia... than i was like sleeping... haha.... than she say i suan her... haha... i'm a bad gal... haha... than ill haven't complete lol... so she borrow form me mine nail polish to continue making when she reach home sia... dots... haiz... she last time tell me she make nail polish very long de... i dun believe, now i see it from my eyes le... omg sia... than send her out to take cab lol... now so sian sia... nth to do... haiz...

2005-05-31T20:51:00.000+08:00

wah seh... so long nv blog liao... lazy to blog sia... hahaha... so sian... haiz...

Monday(30/5/05)

today wake up at 9.30am... dun noe y...just feel like wake up n not sleeping... than jiu wait for theng to call me cos ytd she ask me wanna go out mar than i nv reply so wait her online... wait till 10.45am than offline le... than sms n chat on phone wif wei jun as she ask me got go out mar... cos siew theng oso call her go... than we jiu sms n call siew theng house n hp lol... no one ans... muz be sleeping de... dun have to say oso will noe... haha... haiz... than wait wait wait lol... than abt 11.30am she jiu wake up than she call me to call wei jun n myself to online lol... so we ocme online to settle... than i n siew theng at first say meet 1pm de... than she last min change to 1.10pm... than i went put at 12.45m like that... thought i will be late... but i'm punctual... haha... she was the one who late... tahn at mrt there wait her... suddenly heard someone called me so i jiu turn my head over lol... tahn saw nicholas... scare me... thought who sia... than we jiu chat for awhile lol... he waiting for terence... haha... than at abt 1.25pm or even later she jiu reach le than go take mrt lol... meet wei jun in the mrt... we going to far east... shopping... haha... than while walking to far east saw shu yuan n han siang... than they trip siew theng... than make her leg pain lol... than at far east went to shop around... wanna buy the new world order pig shirt... but dun like shirt whcih is long de... than L to big liao... M okok... but they say buy L better cos black colour very hot... i wan black cos black colour shirt make the pic more nicer... ar... than went to oxygen see the shirt... XL too big n long... L like fit fit only... arrr... make me dun noe wad size brand to buy... buy i think will buy the new world order shirt bah...cos that shirt nicer... haha... dun noe wad size to buy.... see la... hahaha... me very the ma fan... hahaha... than when to bugis... moii darling go there to meet wo for awhile... but he was like so busy... keep talking on the phone non-stop... blez... than wit for tay lol... after tay come for awhile moii darling jiu left le... went to find his frenz lol... than we went to eat lol... all very hungry... than shop shop awhile me n wj went home first lol... dad went to malaysia le... than tml have to bring so many books to sch cos panyu book is wif me... sian... so heavy than have to go sch by myself... haiz... sian... arrr...

today (31/5/05)

haiz... sian... today have to wake up early... have to go sch by myself... cos dad go malaysia... arr... damn heavy sia.... the book... haiz... bo bian.... than mum pei me go take cab... haha... thx mum... haha... haiz... sian... hoilday still have to go sch... sian... reach sch at 7am like that... actually 7.45am than flag raising... haiz... than jiu tok at class lol... haiz... chinese lesson everyday is 2 hour sia... but today 11.45 like that jiu let us leave le... haha... good good... than jasmine, siew theng, wei jun n panyu pei me go draw money... cos lend jasmine $50 mar... sob sob... no money liao... jasmine say pay me on thursday... so lend lol... than afetr that go py club to eat n crap around lol... than jiu go home le lol.... sian...than jiu say abt tml the grouping lol... haiz... boring day...

2005-05-18T19:20:00.000+08:00

continue from ytd...

ytd my so called " niece, papa, meis" went to the "niece" country club play... nv jio me... nvm... anyway i oso not free to go... cos i go kovan... but at least i got the courtesy to ask them wanna go... better than ppl who say cab cannot take 5 ppl... so nv call u go mar... ok... nvm since ppl is selfish de... but i dun think is like that... nvm... ppl dun think for me, wad for? i stupid enough to think for others in the passed... u noe who i reffering to... dun be botther le...

ytd after sch, take cab wif gui jian, wei jun n jane... than wei jun n jane come my house first... as later they oso got pei me go play bowling... than wait kor for so long... cos he making his ns the thing... than when it is done... we jiu take cab go lol... than reach earlier than dear so we jiu go eat... eat while waiting for him... than when me n wei jun eat finish than dear come le... so wait for jane lol... haha... than went to bowling... wah lao... starting of the game... dear was so good lol... haha... but can carch up a little lol... luckly nv lose till no face sia... haha...

at first the part of ytd is spoiled... but luckly the second part of the day, is lighten up by my kor, dear, wei jun n jane...

today (18/5/05)

my days was spoiled oso... haiz... sian... today get back dnt sia... haiz... failed... english pass... haiz... this time round exam very jialet sia... use to fail one sjb or even nv failed de... but now? two sjb sia... haiz... my math... my math failed... y i pass my sci than jiu failed math n technical? haiz... sci? if can choose i rather choose fail my sci n pass my math n technical... cos i wan the course if math important de... haiz... today have another quarrel again... do u all noe, y at first i will quarrel wif panyu? cos she can say me, n except me not to say her... she keep saying me, than once i say her, she jiu not happy wanna quarrel... than y can't i? dun blame me... anyway u all already dun treat me as part of ur so called family le... dun say no... dun have to reply for my ans... u all jolly well noe the ans... ask urself... dun ask me... today english lesson... take back english paper the time... ppl ask me how many mark... i jiu say lol... than when i ask ppl their mark... i keep on calling, even the person infront of her can hear it le... than she still dun be bother... the person in front of her even call her when i calling her... she only ans her n not me... nvm lol... since the person denied jiu forget it lol... dun noe la.., dun be bother oso le... haiz so sian sia... quarrel quarrel n quarrel... haiz... say jane snatch their frenz... sorry to say... i'm not helping jane... just saying the fact... do u all noe... y i will be wif jane n not the so called niece n u all... cos u all dun be bother how i feel... or i shouldn't say all... but panyu say me the time, i say her back... she is not in the right... n u all choose to help her wad... so who am i to u all? no one... dun noe wad to say le... say oso no point le... say so much oso not use de... haiz...

2005-05-17T19:18:00.000+08:00

haiz... today got back my chinese, math, science,cpa paper... haiz... all the result so bad... some pass some fail... haiz... though pass oso no use... result so bad... get 15/20 for my chinese... 24/60 for my math paper A... 37/60 for my science... 43 1/2 for my cpa... haiz... so bad sia... who call me that time exam the time... sock like hell... when taking test the time very xin ku... especially for my math lol... haiz... HATE it so much sia... haiz... is i stupid of waD? dad say i'm not... but i feel i am... i hatre it... i dun wan such result... where is my result during pri 6 n sec one or even for tis year the first progress report? haiz... i really wan that kind of result...

continue tml... no mood...

2005-05-13T21:02:00.000+08:00

i used to feel that frenz is very important... so i trust them a lot... but recently, dun noe is something wrong wif me or wad... i'm upset wif my frenz... i choose to count on my frenz... but i've learn my lesson... dun count on anyone too much... human is always selfish de... in the world ur so called frenz might betray u de... if they need to hurt u in order to benift themselves... hiaz... yes i do agree that if ppl dun wan to do something, but u need ppl to pei u... u sure really hope they can pei u de lol... haiz... dun noe how to say la...

got someone ask me: frenz important or stead imortant... i really dun noe how to answer her... got another ppl say that frenz is important as stead one day will just break ur heart n leave u... she oso say frenz will nv leave u... yes i agree wif her first sentence... stead might really did that... i use MIGHT... but as for second sentence, as for me, i dun noe is true or false... depend u look from wad point bah... i should say... so at tis point of time, i can't choose frenz... i hope that i can choose frenz... but too bad,.. at tis point of time... i can't... dun noe wad happening? haiz... but i feel that, something is real... human is selfish de... n when things did not fall on u, u is won't noe how they feel all this de... that's all... i feel all tis is the truth... haiz...

2005-05-12T13:02:00.000+08:00

haiz... so sian... mood swing... today is cpa exam... feel the paper quite easy la... haha.... say say only... do quite fast la... spend less than 30 mim to complete the whole paper... latre result come out than die le... whole exam nv study at all sia... hahaha... after exam actually ig going out wif wei jun de cos i wanna buy shoes wad than ytd she promise to pei me mar... than jiu call tay wanna come along lol... than she say ok but she have to wait her dun noe wad thing... so like cannot go... than wei jun last min say have to ask her mum than when i reach home le... wait wait n wait... too sian liao than call her house... first time her mum say she not in... than second time, her mum ask same question... and still ask me how come i reach home le than she haven't than i jiu say she on the way le as she have to pei me go out wad... than her mum jiu say ok... so i call jane to ask her is wei jun wif her or not... than jane say yes than still say wei jun mum dun let her go out... didn't even call her mum at all lol... than jiu say her mum dun let her come out... dun wanna pei me jiu say lol... hor... liars... i hate liars lot sia... FUCK man... wan me epi u the time jiu can la... wan u all pei than all stupid reason jiu come out le than still wanna bluff me... frenz? sister? u call this frenz n sister? if yes... i rather dun have such frenz n sister... wad for being frenz n sister than keep bluffing each other n wanna them pei the time jiu give stupid reason all this... fuck la... make me mood swing... sat got bbq de than wanna go but my so call frenz n sister say this n that again lol... forget it... nv count on them sia... hate liars forever... hate hate hate.... mood swing ar... get off my side... make me no mood to go out all this oso... hmph...

dear u r the best... haha... love you... that time i sick u take care me... till now u sick le... feel so bad sia... take care wor...

2005-04-28T16:32:00.000+08:00

won't be posting that much le... exam coming le... still haevn't study... haiz... no mood... not in a good mood... cos of many many things... bored... bored to death... dun wish to say much le... no mood... won't be posting that much le... sian...

2005-04-12T17:14:00.000+08:00

Saturday [09/4/05]

today actually plan to wake up at 8.30am de... but end up wake up at 9.05am... haha... too lazy le... haha... than meet tay, chou hong n theng at serangoon mrt lol... cos going to Sentosa wad.... than when abt to leave the house than realise tay n theng not done yet... so i do my things lol... than realise that almost 10am le... than still have to walk out, take bus... than sure will late de... so wake my dad up lol... haha... call him send me go mrt lol... haha... than when i reached le, can't see them, so i thought all late le... so i wait for them lol... after awhile chou hong saw me than call me go his there lol... actually he reach before me but than he in the shop... he noe the shop keeper so tok wif her mar... haha.... than keep on waiting lol... abt 10-15 min later, theng come le... but tay haven't lol... so while waiting for her, i n theng take chou hong's MP3 to listen music lol... than another 10 min like that than tay finallt come le... so went to take mrt to harbourfront lol... when we reached habourfront, we went to eat HANS lol... cos haven't eat breakfast lol... than when we order, the person say 5 min later than go set lunch... so we jiu wait lol... than we tok craps n jokes lol... than after 5 min later, the person say the set lunch come le... can order le... than we 3 gals jiu order Black pepper chicken chop set lunch while chou hong order Black pepper steak set lunch lol... than went to take the sijori hotel bus... i dun noe that need member all tis de lol... so when the person saw all teenage, no adult... than me faster tell a "white lie" lol... haha...

Then reach le,we walk to Merlion there 1st,then they say at night then go Merlion lah...We jiu walk around,take a look around too...keke...Then walk half way,we jiu suddenly called Chou Hong "papa"...keke..Then we jiu kept papa here,papa there..haha... Then jiu walk a big round then reach dun noe wad Orchid place de...Then we jiu saw Koi loh..Then Chou Hong jiu go vendor machine buy fish food for the fish loh...Then we jiu divide the food into four ppl then jiu feed loh...When we feed the fish,the fish like very hungry loh...All the koi like squezzes together to snatch for the food...Poor fish..Then feed finish le,we jiu go wash hands then jiu encounter some strange things lah...keke....Then jiu walk to the Sentosa Hawker Centre there to have a drink loh...Then we bought two cups of Suger Cane....Then share loh..Then half drink half tok...keke...Then drink finish le,jiu walk to the visitors station there take map to see where to go n play loh...Then we jiu go take bus to Palawan beach then...Reach le,we jiu walk all the way to Siloso beach there to rent two bicycle....Then we rent two seats de bicycle de...Cos me n theng dun noe how to ride bicycle*pls dun laugh at us*....Then encounter some du lan things...I dun wish to say....Then ride hao le bicycle,we jiu sit on the tram cos its drive us to palawan beach...So we no need to walk mahh...Then it stop at 7-eleven there..Then we jiu go buy drinks loh...Then jiu walk toward a cafe there,then theng n jasmine order a packet of french fries to eat loh...Then at there,we kept tok tok all those rubbish loh...Then we jiu walk to the brigde there loh...We cross the brigde then....So song...Shake until me n tay headace lol... Then reach the other side liao,we jiu climb up the hut to see the sea view...Wow...So windy n nice mah...Then we jiu start tok those rubbish liao...Diao...Then stay there about half n hour or so,we jiu walk down then when to beach to play water...haha..So fun loh...keke...Then play half way,i found a sea shell bah...It is live de...Then its was so cute loh...keke...Then suddenly we notice that there we crabs...keke...So cute loh...haha...The crabs digging the holes...Me n theng scare until we wear back back our slippers...keke..Then we play until the sunset,we jiu take bus to Merlion there loh...Then reach Merlion there,we jiu buuy some Tibits to eat lol...haha...Chou Hong pay for it somemore....keke....Then we jiu buy ticket to Merlion loh...Then inside so nice loh...Then our t-shirt can glow in the dark de...hahaha..Then got some show to watch...Then that Chou Hong hor,make all those ghost noisy sia....Then jiu went up to Merlion the Head there see Music Fountain show...So beautiful lol... standing at the merlion head to see Music Fountain there...Then jiu take some photos of singapore views also...Then also got take photos of ourself too lah...Then stay at Merlion for half n hour,we jiu walk down to Music Fountain to see the show...Much more clearer...Then finish le,we jiu take bus bus to Singapore loh....The queue for the bus back to singapore is damn long loh...haha...nvm lah...having fun jiu hao..Then board the bus,then we jiu started to crap le...haha..Then reach singapore,we jiu go cheers buy some food to eat loh..Cos we r waiting for my dad to come...Cos dad drive them home wad... Then in the car,we very de noisy..Keep toking crap n li xiao Chou Hong...haha....

today is a fun/happy day lol...Although there were only four ppl go nia....Then even we encounters strange n du lan things,but after all we still enjoy ourself...Yeah...Happy day... And i also want to thanks Chou Hong for carrying our bags....Thanks....

Monday [11/2/05]

wah~!!! haiz... today pe lesson panyu throw the bball till very hard sia... than i was so unluckily lol... everyone at there can hear it... cos when it hit my head... the impact was very big lol... than "pomp" very loud lol... so pain sia... than pain till cannot control lol... so i cry... cry.... haiz... than whole day my head very pain lol... than have to keep on endure... if dun endure than how? than she ask me wanna go check up or not... than i say nvm la... dun wanna let my parent noe... if not i scare they will go scold py wad... so just keep quiet lol... haiz... than during lesson time got a few times, my vision like a bit blur blur de.. haiz... but forget it la... nvm....

2005-04-02T22:22:00.000+08:00

1/4/05

today get back my progress report
at first i was so afraid that my parent will scold me for result
i was very nervous
haha
but end up i nv get scolding..
haha
instead of scolding
they bring me go see midnight show
than call my cousin come along
we went to watch house of fury
the show is quite nice to see lol...
haha
today i was so happy
not only happy that parent nv scold me still happy for some other thing
haha
but i still have to work hard le
haha
me very wad lol
say wanna work hard
than go buy assement book
than end up nv do at all sia
haiz
i'm such a bad gal lol
so sad~!!!

2/4/05 (today)

today went to meet mum at heartland mall
call mum to buy me things lol
haha
went to buy "somethings"
actually wanna buy the Elle slipper
but dun noe wanna buy which one
so another day than call u gals pei me buy k?
u noe who u r la
haha
help me choose oso wor
thank u...
haha
my parent let me go sentosa on sat
i was so happy sia
haha
today i was oso happy lol
same as ytd the "some other things" lol
haha

2005-03-20T00:58:00.000+08:00

I close my eyes in no relief
Because my last five words will give us all grief
so sick of the way you hurt me so much
Ill forget you heart and your touch
Ill hold my tears back and say no crying here
But when i get home the tears will appear
Ill smile and laugh and fight at school
Ill make them think nothings wrong ill play them all like fools
But then i will get home and scream and cry
Thinking i've lost my one and only guy
Ill go to school the next day and act perfectly fine
But inside my heart is smashed because you are not mine

2005-03-20T00:56:00.000+08:00

A great lurve is when you shed tears for him,
but smile at him when you see him wif his stead,
but the truth is deep down in ur heart, you feel very sad…

2005-03-20T00:50:00.000+08:00

u make mi wanna hold u in the middle of the night
till the dawn comes along
till the sun sets again
and till the end of the world
an undescrible kind of feeling
short it might be
but makes me happy at the thought of it
sitting all alone in this cold big room of mine
i wonder if this so called fantasy of mine
would ever be realised
in dreams maybe
but definately not in reality
what could i do
what do i do
what must i do
to make you realise that
what i wanted all along was not to be your friend
not even your best friend
but someone who could occupy your heart
wholly and completely,
but looking at the long starry night ahead
this dream could only cause me heartaches
praying to the many stars
that seems to be lonely tonight
i quietly made a wish upon them
that i wish you would hold me in the middle
of the night till dawn
till sunset
and through eternity...

2005-03-20T00:48:00.000+08:00

my heart has been sealed
for the wound in it will never heal
memories is only what i could hold
for it's me he chose to let go
life no longer shines without him
what's left is all but a dim
tears i shed for him but does he know?
i have turned into a lonely soul
his feelings has died is all i know
i love him but have to let go
tired of relationships is all i could feel
my heart will never be open but remain sealed

2005-03-19T13:13:00.000+08:00

thursday (17/3/05)

today jh call me at 10.30am
she ask me to pei her go out eat n shop awhile
cos she just finish her ssp
than 1pm like that got tution
so me go meet her at heartland mall lol
than went to eat burger king
eat finish le
than go take stickerprint
after awhile
we jiu take mrt to hougang lol
cos her tutuion at there
than me at home oso very sian
so pei her lol
still pei her wait for the bus come
than me jiu go buy nail polish n see nail art lol
than jiu take mrt go home lol
tahn saw nicholas n peiyi at the mrt there
so i believe they r waiting for kain poh they all lol
than they wear till like going to the bbq there
so i thought peiyi oso going lol
than nicholas ask me whether i got go to the bbq or not
than i say no bah
cos panyu, siew theng. jane, wei jun nv go mar
but end up still got go la
haha
cos jasmine tay call me to go together mar
so i say ok lol
than meet tay at abt 4pm plus lol
than went to bugis shop lol
we go there is mostly see earing lol
she bought 3 pair of ear ring
me only bought one pair nia
haha
than we meet neo n shu hui at parkway lol
so we jiu decide to take bus to suntec lol
cos tay say that side got bus go parkway parade
than we release that 133 have just gone
so we got buy some food to eat first lol
cos hungry liao mar
that at suntec
the person tell us can take 36 to parkway
so we jiu wait lol
wah lao
the bus so long still nv come lol
than finally the bus come liao
than we jiu wanna board the bus lol
than the was packed wif ppl lol
than still got so many ppl wanna squeeze in lol
so me n tay end up take cab go parkway lol
than we dun noe have to add $2 lol
haha
but nvm la
tahn we reach le
than call shu hui
no one pick the phone
than we jiu sms her lol
than she very long than reply lol
so meanwhile we thought she at mini toons
so we jiu go there find her lol
but can't find her so end up we at there see bag lol
than she tell us she at isetan the toy part
than we jiu go there to find them lol
than jiu take cab go east coast lol
when we in the cab
than we in cab tok alot
than neo dun noe say wat steal things ar
than uncle jiu tok big lol
me in the cab keep laugh went the uncle tok big sia
hahaha
than reach le
the uncle gives us discount lol
haha
than jiu go find the pit lol
we at there keep tok n tok
when terry saw me
he say he purposely call peiyi dun come cos give me n kian poh more time sia
than after a few min
jian shan oso come n ask me y i nv go find kian poh
wah lao
make me so pei seh sia
but i nv care much la
haha
than after awhile we jiu go play arcade lol
than abt 10 plus shu hui say wanna eat mac
cos she very hungry
so we went to eat lol
after quite awhile
we jiu go back the pic there lol
tahn eugene suddenly tell me where kian poh is lol
than i ask him y he tell me
than he say go find him la
wah lao
y whole night ppl keep asking this type of question ar
very lame lol
but haiz
dun be bother that much le
tahn abt 12am my parent come n send me home lol
so i call shu hui ask her whether is follow my dad car or not
than she say no
cos she are playing at arcade
so we jiu wait for neo and priscilla lol
cos can't contact them
than dun noe is they follow my dad car mar
so we keep waiting lol
than end up tay n pricilla follow my dad car lol
than dad send them home oso
me reach home at abt 1am plus lol
than faster go shower lol
than jiu go slp lol
cos very tired le mar
than li kwan keep sms lol
so i reply la
than i ask him y so late still dun slp and call him give me a morning call at 8.30am lol
cos meet jh at 10am mar
than he say ok lol, as he still got sch at the next day mar
than he say wait for me to slp sia
me already so tired
but he sms me so i reply lol
than me really can't stand le
cos really very tired lol
so call him go slp lol
than i immediately slp liao le
hahaha

friday (18/3/05)

wake up at 8.30am lol
he really got call me lol
in class still use hp to call me sia
haha
than jiu wake up than change clothes lol
than jh say change to 10.30am
so i go online first lol
than realise that jane, siew theng n wei jun online le lol
wah!!! so early jiu online le
than jiu chat lol
than fater take bag than leave the house le lol
cos late liao mar
still have to go buy battery for
so reach amk at abt 10.45am lol
than the bus very long than come
we today went to the zoo lol
cos she n gt wanna go work at there on good friday mar
than oso go find her zoo keeper
when she last time work experience de
than we oso walk n walk
oso got take pic la
haha
than walk till 3pm plus like that lol
than me was like a dead ppl
cos very tired, sleepy and than so hot lol
than we jiu leave zoo lol
went to take bus back to amk
cos go bugis to find siew theng lol
than jiu take mrt to bugis lol
than reach le
jiu pei siew theng lol
cos she meeting her mother lol
than we jiu shop shop la
than me n siew theng went to sasa to buy nail polish lol
after awhile he mother come le
so she jiu go find her mother lol
than me n jh keep shop at there lol
when we walk pass neoprint
than she drag me in
to pei her take lol
wah!!! ytd take
than today oso take wif her
when we finish taking
than jiu go shop at the edge lol
at abt 5 plus
we jiu leave le lol
cos she have to go home le mar
than i jiu pei her go take mrt lol
cos anyway i'm going back to amk mar
to go my grandparent house
haha
cos give her my uniform mar
she help me to wash cos my maid wash my unifrom till the colour change till very jialet lol
than make me buy so many set of uniform lol
waste my money lol
i rather spend on other things
than when i reach my grandparent house
me jiu went to the room n slp lol
me very the tired n sleepy lol
than abt 7.05pm
my small cousin, sherly keep calling me to wake up to pei her lol
than she eat dinner oso wan me to sit near her sia
than bo bian
go pei her lol
wah lao
once a walk away to take thing
she jiu keep screaming n wanna cry lol
haiz
always use this method de lei
haiz
than awhile i jiu go eat dinner lol
cos hungry liao mar
than she keep dun let me go lol
so call her mummy to pei while i eating my dinner lol
haiz
wah lao
she eat so long lol
abt 1 hour sia
than everyone scold her lol
keep eating the food than dun wanna eat rice sia
haiz
than me jiu leave at 9.20pm lol
than my cousin n her mother oso leave mar
than jiu take cab send them back first lol
than go home lol
so tired
than after bathing
me jiu wash away all my nail polish lol
wah lao
black colour nail polish very difficult to wash awasy sia
make me spend so much time sia
than after i wash away
than i jiu put another colour lol
muz change wat
if not the nail yellow de
than when i'm done
still have to help my mother to wash away her nail polish lol
than put new de
than she still wanna put nail art sia
still wanna put nail jewel lol
than make till me so tired sia
than jiu continue watch cd lol
anyway leave a awhile only
haha
than me slp at abt 12am - 1am lol

today (19/3/05)

today wake up at 10.30am
cos very tired mar
haha
actually today is go out wif jasmine tay de
but me weekend cannot go out de mar
only once in awhile nia
than make tay oso dun feel like going le
tay sorry lei
haiz
than whole day at home nth to do sia
so sian lol
haiz
only later at abt 4pm or 5pm than me n my mother go grandmother house agian lol
cos dad got appointment wif his frenz mar
his frenz today bday wat
haiz
than me now very very the sian lol
than at night at abt 8pm mum still have to go back office for dun noe wat thing sia
haiz
me weekend always very sian de
unless got go out la
haiz
sian sia
dun say le la

2005-03-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

12/3/05
ytd wake up at 10am cos meeting py, st, wj 11am at outside my house the club mar...
but end up the change to 12pm
so i watch cd first lol
than meet them 12pm at the club lol
recah liao
than go there eat first than go play bowling
than when we play bowling
they say if lose to each other than muz treat each other coffee bean
haha
luckily
both round i win to panyu
than she say treat as just now lunch is she treat de lol
the the rest of the money
i call her to deduct form she onw me the money lol
haha
than we take cab to
rochor lol
cos they wanna buy project things mar
than went to sim lim oso
after that i went to pasir ris to meet my np the ppl lol
cos later we r going to the sec 1 & 3 campsite mar
than when all reach le
abt 7pm sir wei hao come n find us at white sand
than send us to the campsite
cos that side
no bus to go in
very quite de
haha
than when we reach le
went to the sea side
than after awhile went back to play poker card lol
except gt n bq
they when to walk walk
than me n jh jiu tok tok lol
than abt 9.30pm all the guys went to white sand to eat supper
except bq
cos the guys hungry le
all of us nv eat dinner mar
than bq n gt continue walk lol
than me n jh wait for jh the parent come fetch her home lol
than her parent send me to downtown
cos very late le mar
haha
thx jh n her parent
tahn reach le
go meet mum
than at first is sit my 6th uncle the car home de
but than my cousin wan me to sit wif her mar
so end up me n my mum sit my 3rd uncle home lol
haha
than my cousin keep tok to me dun wanna slp sia
haha
reach home quite later sia
haven't eat dinner so eat supper lol
haha
later fat liao...

13/3/05
today wake up at quite late sia
cos very tired mar
haha
than watch cd again
cos very sian mar
tahn at night went to eat at resturant again
than come home le
haiz
so sian sia
haiz
today nth fun lol
so sian
tml is going out wif st n wj le
py dun noe going or not sia
haiz
later have to call her to remind her something sia
haiz
k la
dun say le nth to say liao
bye...

2005-03-10T20:47:00.000+08:00

haiz
sian
spoil my mood lol
haiz
wat brand my shirt is
ppl oso wanna care sia
me wanna buy wad brand jiu buy wad brand la
temporialy i'm not going to buy pmk shirt le
cos................
dun say
cos pei seh mar
hahaha
me buy wad shirt oso nv COPY ppl de
i like wad jiu buy wad lol
y muz ppl got le than wanna go buy...
haiz
so bo liao lol
different ppl have different taste de mar
y muz follow ppl taste?
haiz
muz be orginal mar
hahaha

Quote? : no creativity, no copyright, no orginalty...

haha
me become lao da liao sia
hahaha
my lao er n xiao mei was so nice lol
as least they will treat each other as jie mei lol
love them sia
not forgetting my hong mei n ting mei
if i dun say later they come say me liao
jealous liao
hahaha
so better say them
no la
just kidding nia
love my lao er, xiao mei, hong mei,ting mei, jasmine mei and more.......
haha
they was so nice sia
hahaha..
take care wor...

2005-03-10T16:31:00.000+08:00

ytd can say quit happy la
after sch go home change cloth than meet siew theng n jane at my house here the mac
cos jane wanna come here to buy things mar
so all meet her lol
expect jasmine
than me, panyu, siew theng n jane take cab go rochor lol
than jasmine at her house there take cab herself to rochor
reach le
than go the shop lol
cos wanna buy our dnt project thing
than the auntie dun noe wad we wan
so she call us come back at 5.30pm lol
so we go shop first lol
so we went to 'gif a name' shop to see things lol
than me go make one hp chain
than abt 5.30pm the time
chou hong call me say he is waiting for us le
than jane say she not free le
so she went home lol
than me, jasmine n siew theng go meet chou hong lol
sian
than go back the shop again
sian sia
than chou hong say sim lim there the things more cheaper
so we call him help us buy the things lol
cos me,jasmine n siew theng cannot go mar
cos we meet my dad for dinner le
than we take cab go suntec city to find dad
than went to fish n co. eat dinner lol
dad treat them
during dinner
we crap a lot lol
keep laughing sia
haha
after dinner went to arcade lol
than 9pm leave suntec
went to bus stop
cos the taxi stand at suntec is long quene mar
than we walk to the bus stop
133 left le
so we go conrad hotel there the taxi stand lol
than got cab come le
me n dad let them take first
after them
all the cab come quite slow lol
cos everyone wait for on call mar
wah lao
haiz
than 15 - 20 mim later
finally got cab le
haiz
so long lol
tahn at cab
the driver keep say abt the restricted area for smoking lol
haiz
sian sia
than reach home
very tired le
so nv study for sci lol
sian
later fail liao
haiz...

today
wake up at 6am lol
bo bian
have to wake up early
cos got taf mar
sian sia
haiz
went i reach sch le
while waiting for jasmine to come
than study a little sci lol
cos got test mar
haiz
than went jasmine come at 7am
than we go taf le lol
when we at toilet
we think of idea how to bluff teacher that we late mar
tahn end up we decide to lock our uniform at the toilet lol
than half way, when teacher nv saw us than join in the run mar
who noe that
he noe that we just join in
than he tell us everyone is running for 10 rounds so do us
haiz
sian
waste our effort lol
than we keep walk instead of run lol
haha
than during cpa lesson
me like very faustrated lol
cos my com keep dun let me insert pic lol
than keep hang
wait till i du lan liao than on other com to do
than the com let me insert pic lol
siao de
than after cpa lesson is dnt le
than i bring sci book to study lol
who noe have to do things
so i keep doing dnt things instead of studying sci
after dnt than sci le lol
haiz
than when i saw the test paper
i say siao lol
cos very difficult to do mar
haiz
nv study lol
sian
than anyhow do lol
so scare sia
than after sch me, panyu n siew theng went to coffee bean to drink coffee again
haha
than keep toking crap n jokes lol
hahaha
than leave there at 3.40pm lol
than while waiting for bus
we say abt the bbq things le
haiz
that day they say wanna go than today say cannot go le
haiz
sian sia
hate all this de
than i oso ask dad le
he allow me to go
haiz
sian
forget it
next time hope they really comfirm le than tell me
i dun like keep changing de
haha
dislike a lot
last few days
i still thinking wann open party on my bday or not
now i've the ans le
me most likely won't open le
cos very ma fan mar
keep drag de
haix
sian
dun say le
nth to say liao

2005-03-08T19:54:00.000+08:00

Today is school very sian sia
Haiz
didn't tok much in school today
sian sia
than chinese lesson mdm keep us back dun let us go recess lol
wah lao
today till 2 plus lol
cos sch end at abt 2 mar
than need to stay back for her sia
than she siao de lol
anyhow take things to throw at ppl lol
than aiming fail lol
throw the maker on me lol
siao de
than still nv say sorry lol
still say suay lol
wtf sia
than jasmine oso lol
same as me sia
but hers is duster lol
lucky the duster make till her table only sia
than she nv say sorry lol
say suay lol
oso
siao de
wat kind of teacher is this sia
if make till my shirt dirty
i sure call dad to complain sia
haiz
stupid sia

haiz
after that
than we decide to go serangoon the dessert cafe to eat ice cream all this
then after school decide to take cab go lol
but too many ppl le
got 5 ppl
me, gui jian,panyu, siew theng n jasmine mar
than split into 2 cab lol
me n gui jian take one cab
than gui jian send me to my house first
than she go home lol
than panyu, siew theng n jasmine go mac eat first lol
cos recess nv eat mar
thx to mdm lau lol
siao de
haiz
than me reach home
change already than go mac find them lol
than me oso eat first
too hungry liao le mar
than after awhile
we walk to the cafe lol
wah lao
nv open
5.30pm than open sia
forget to check
haha
than end up nv go lol
than we go coffee bean drink thing lol
me n siew theng drink ice blended mocha
than panyu drink ice blended chocolate lol
haha
than we jiu sit down tok tok lol
crap around sia
oso got say jokes lol
tok abt many things oso
than when we say jokes
we keep on laugh n laugh lol
hahaha
than sit down there n tok quite long lol
than we drink slowly
hahaha
when we r done
than pei siew theng n jasmine take bus lol
when they board the bus liao
wo jiu pei panyu take cab lol
wait for 3 min like that than got cab le
so i walk home myself lol
reach home le
than come online le lol

today in chinese lesson the time very angry sia
anyhow throw thing than nv say sorry
still say suay lol
wah lao
wat kind of teacher she is man
haiz
than after sch went out wif them jiu ok le
still keep on laugh sia
love them sia
my frenz n jie mei
hope we can enter the same ite n better still enter in the same course sia
really hope so sia
love u all
mucks
frenz forever
sister forever
i will always remember u all de
haha

actually me quite confuse lol
dun noe i like him or not
blur liao sia
haiz
sian
maybe i dun like him le
maybe i like him
or maybe i just li siao "someone"
haha
call her to guess whether i got like ppl or not
or just making fun of her
siew theng
slowly guess wor
haha
k la
nth to say le
end here
bye

2005-03-05T12:37:00.000+08:00

haiz
sian
so tired
so pain
pain
pian
in great pain
haiz
muscle pain
leg pain
both hand pain
body pain
arrrrr
whole body pain liao la
y ar?
dunno
haiz
just very pain

ytd actually wei jun, panyu, siew theng, jasmine,gui jian, siti n jane wanna go see the bball match de
but panyu haven't do finish her dnt filo
so cannot go than wei jun pei her lol
than after my np over
while waiting mum
i call wei jun whether wen tog rochor to buy the project things
than she saw wed
than mum still haven't reach
so tok to her lol
than tok for half hour le
mum still haven't come
than i hang the phone lol
pei dad tok
cos he oso very sian mar
hahaha
haiz
than wei jun tell me that jane scold panyu cos she got go gb
haiz
oso not panyu fault
y she wanna scold her
is went she wanna go home the time
give ms tan catch de mar
she think panyu so good mah
wanna go gb
haiz
dun noe la
y our class always got war de ar?
haiz
sian
gals
dun quarrel le la
she oso nv betray u all
is she kanna caught de
dun blame her liao k?
since things have pass than let it pass bah
dun quarrel anymore le k?
this might be last year we being together le
cos dun noe next year
will we be in the same sch n course mar
so dun quarrel
dun have war k?
muz be happy k
relax la

haiz
that time panyu mother go sch n scold me during my np than sold my mum
oso than after dad scold her mum le
than oso ok le
my dad oso nv call me dun be friend all this wif panyu
hahaha
actually dad was so nice lol
quite understanding de
he oso noe
me de
always quarrel wif ppl
awhile later ok le
hahaha
dad so nice sia
but when he is not in a good mood all this
better dun make him
cos very scary sia
haha
soemtimes i not ina good mood
dad will give in de
so when he not in a good mood
i muz oso give in
unless both fo us not in a good mood
than got BIG war le
when i say BIg war
it really menas BIG war
cos like father like daughter mar
hahaha
hot - temper de
hahaha

haiz
dun wanna say le
nth to say liao
virgo always keep their feeling in heart de
but as for me?
hahaha
dun wanna say
dun say le
bye

2005-03-03T20:59:00.000+08:00

haiz
sian
so tired
exhausted liao sia
haiz
today same lol
nth happen lol
sian
nth to say
oh ya
today got captain ball practice at 3.30pm sia
so after sch we take cab go kovan first
cos panyu wanna buy rabbit mar
wah lao
rain so heavily lol
my shoes is flood wif water sia
but panyu end up nv buy the rabbit cos the rabbit like got probelm
cos it hair dropping lol
so ke lain
abt 3pm than me, siew theng, ronnie n terrence lee take cab go back sch lol
cos me need to go np le mar
than they pei me lol
cos very sian oso mar
still so early nia
than tok n tok lol
hahaha
than when 4pm like that we start to train le
than went wanna go home the time
we have match wif the boys
gals vs boys lol
wah they all so tall lol
i'm defender
than bq is the boys team keeper
so i've to block him lol
wah
he so tall lol
can't snatch his ball
haiz
train till 6.40pm like that lol
haha
is we all wanna play de
hahaha
so tired lol
reach home at 7.30pm
than me already so tired
still have to do 3 lesson plan lol
haiz
sian
than me call xinyao to help me do sec 1 lesson plan than i do sec 2 n 3 de lol
sian
now free le
haha
dun noe y this feel days alwasy feel so tired n sleepy lol
haiz
sian
dun noe y after my frenz ask me a sentnce
i have a weird feeling lol
i hate this feeling
i dun wanna have this feeling
i will try my best to erase this feeling
since i say it
so i will did it
i will erase tis feeling de
i swear
i will
cos if not
my studies will gone to the drain le
n i dun wish to see tis type of things happening to me
some more thsi year i having mine N level lol
haiz
so i will erase my this feeling de
k la
end here le
cos dun wanna say liao
too tired le
bye

2005-03-02T18:54:00.000+08:00

sian la
this two days
haiz
so tiring oso lol
sian
come home
always go find blogskin lol
find till i du lan liao la
all either not nice or the HTML so messy de
haiz
maybe i still dun really noe how to make a blog bah
haiz
give up liao le la
haiz
headace ar
feel very fan la
so pls dun disturb me k
leave me alone
if not i will be like anyhow scold ppl liao le
haiz
no mood to continue le
end here
bye

2005-02-26T14:46:00.000+08:00

haiz
actually ytd mood quite ok de
cos today going out wif my frenz n sister mar
but they say ms tan call their parent so they have to go gb today
so sian sia
make me suddenly mood swing sia
become not in a good mood le
than mum ask me y
i say nth lol
so decide today go malaysia, JB wif my dad, sunny kor kor n my grandfather lol
wake up at 6.20am sia
so early
wah lao
than all haven't wake up lol
dad still call me 6.20am wake up sia
than found everyone still sleeping
so i go back slp lol
hahaha
ZzZzZzZz
hahaha
than wake up at 7.30am lol
realised that dad n grandfather wake up
still change cloth wait for me n sunny kor kor lol
hahha
than faster go wash face all this lol
than go downstair see izzit everyone is waiting me or not lol
hahaha
so lucky lol
i'm not the last one
cos kor kor very late than wake up
when i go his room
than he wanna start changing lol
than go living room wait for him sia
wait
wait
wait
finally leave house le
than on the way go
at the custom there
kor kor so ke lian lol
kanna say by them
say he so late than wake up
than now very jam lol
haiz
than me n kor at there keep talking
dun wanna care them
hahaha
than went to our apartment there lol
wah lao
so sucky sia
the contractor very the wat lol
give me, kor kor n dad scold lol
wah lao
anyhow make de
the person art sure fail till very jialet de lol
my art fail oso can do better than him lol
wah lao
dun noe how to say sia
but very suck ar
arggggggggggggggggg
idiot sia
haiz
after that
than went shopping centre lol
at first still early mar
me n kor wanna go buy the CD the shop haven open sia
than pei grandfather n dad go supermarket lol
hahaha
after awhile we went to the shop le
cos bt that time the shop should be open le mar
so went there lol
than choose the CD we wan
than tell the person we later than come back
cos the boss not at there yet wad
than we noe the boss well mar
so wait till the boss come lol
hahaha
than went to other shop
cos kor wanna buy others thing le
hahaha
go lots of shop sia
than i buy quite a few things lol
than all kor kor pay
hahaha
thx kor
than at the end we went ot see all the software mar
than buy lots of things than kor money spend finish le
cos keep buying many things mar
hahaha
than he still need 14rm
so i pay for him lol
hahaha
on the way home
me n kor keep talking sia
hahaha
than dad say me n kor keep talking non-stop sia
hahaha
who call me is only child nia
no brother n sister pei wo de
luckily i still got one cousin
than he oso only child mar
so i always call him kor kor
than he oso always call me mei
since i've just born
hahaha
luckily got him to pei wo lol
if not i will be very veyr sian le
hahaha
today mood only quite ok lol
cos last night got a little bit not happy wif my frenz n sister mar
most of them say wanna go gb
cos their parent call them go
only theng mei
say pei me go out
but not in a good mood at that time mar
than 2 ppl nia
from 4 become 2
so sian
than no mood liao
so at last i call her gb lol
than i say i no mood to go out le
by the way
next time sat n sun
dun call me go out le
even though i can
i oso won't le
afraid of happening all this kind of things le
so dun wanna liao

still got one thing very funny lol
when i'm in malaysia, JB
andy kor n peiyi mei
sms me say wat good for me lol
cos kp n peiyi most likely going to break le
say wat he will come back top my side de
call me to accept sia
wah lao
me n him now only frenz lol
nth more than frenz
n this year is 'N' level lol
i wanna concentrate on my studies le
dun wanna fan abt BGR liao le
so i won't have stead at the moment bah
anyway he dun like me le
i oso treat him as my frenz liao
so we won't be together de k?
kor n mei ar
dun need to bless me n him k?
we won't be together again de
we will be frenz forever de
so dun say all this liao k?
thx a lot
stop here le
nth to say liao le
bye

2005-02-25T18:51:00.000+08:00

haiz
sian
got sore throat lol
wah lao
no voice to tok le lol
so ke lian sia
haiz

than today pe oso so fun lol
hahaha
enjoy myself a lot la
althought the ball make me so pain
hahaha
at first play okok de
than wei jun suddenly dun wanna play lol
than no goal keeper liao le
wah
than me bo bian do lol
but so sian sia
at there standing
than jiu dun care le
than go run n play lol...
than no one wanna do goal keeper
than open goal lol
hahaha
so happy sia
everything was ok lol
but sometimes feel sian sia
haiz

than when technical lesson the time sia
got test lol
wah lao
nv tell us beforehand de lei
hahaha
me technical so sucks lol
so many dun noe how to do sia
hahaha
thx to mr choo
he tell me how to do sia
hahaha
if not i later fail de
hahaha
than the drawing
mux thx er kee sia
cos he lend me, siew theng n jane copy lol
haha
mr choo n er kee
thx a lot sia
hahaha
awhile after test
kian poh tell me that chou hong make panyu cry sia
stupid chou hong
than me go scold him lol
hahaha
scold him till very jialet sia
hahaha
some more me no voice liao
still scold him so loud sia
hahaha
than when i found out that panyu cry is because of chou hong twist her hand till very pain lol
wah lao
dun make my frenz lol
still say wanna give me twist sia
hahaha
later ur hand sure break de
hahaha
than after chou homg make her laugh liao
than she continue cry lol
still cry till even jialet lol
than i ask wad happen
she only say a little than i understand liao
all because or ronnie lol
wah lao
than me go scold him oso sia
than everyone come n ask me sia
wah
haiz
we scold him is not that because of we scare that he will cheat panyu money lol
is when he need money
borrow money from panyu the time
than treat her so good
take the money liao
than nv care her lol
wah lao
when ask him still like panyu or not
panyu wait for his answer for so long le lol
like means like
dun like means dun like lol
wah lao
keep drag
than make panyu so tong ku lol
wah lao
idiot sia
me can't control myself for not scolding him lol
make my frenx like that sia
wah lao

today have to go tampines ite
than have to meet 1.45pm at parade square lol
than reach liao
everyone realise is simei ite not tampines ite lol
wah lao
the consent form nv write properly de lei
haiz
sian

from now onward
me won't fan abt BGR le
hahaha
so happy
i've forget abt all the unhappiness le
hahaha
me last time like kp so much
than when he sms me that he dun like me le
call me dun misunderstand that i still have chances on him
so from that minute onward
i totally give up on him le
hahaha
so relax sia
than after that
in love wif andy
than oso get hurt sia
but now
i'm not sad le
i oso forget him le
i'm so glad that i've erase
hahaha
me now ok le
back to normal le
hahaha
so happy
thx all my frenz n sister who stand by side when i'm sad
thx a lot sia
frenz n sister forever
k la
dun say le
bye

2005-02-23T16:19:00.000+08:00

haiz
sian sia
today at first quite ok de
especially pe the time
we gals first time play soccer till so enthu lol
haha
first time sia
today dun noe how they got a softball sia
cos that time we play the ball very hard lol
when u kick
ur leg will feel very pain de
than when u hit others right
will very very red de lol
so pain sia
haiz
at the first we is play soccer but end up use the ball to play volleyball sia
siao de
haha
whole pe lesson make me laugh sia

haiz
sian
than second n thrid period
dunno why liao
haiz
dun feel i'm in a good mood
but after the thrid period i ok le
oso dun noe y sia
haiz
sian

the math hor
got one sum so chim sia
dun even noe how to do lol
haiz
sian sia

haiz
sian
dun feel wanna continue le
so sian
no mood
haiz
still got some other stuff
but no mood to say liao
haiz
bye
no mood to say le
so sorry

2005-02-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

haiz
sian sia
now than can go into internet sia
today i think the singtel got problem sia
all singtel broadband user cannot use internet sia
wah lao
than kor frenz say actually got problem for 1 hour nia lol
than everyone dun noe
than so long nv use
wtf sia
after got the problem
one hour later can use internet liao lol
but mux didconnect everything tahn connect back nia
wtf la
haiz
hai wo cannot tok to my kor lol
wah lao
wanna chat wif "ppl" de lei
haiz
sian la
hai wo so long nth to do
cannot go internet
so sian sia
haiz
sian
kor if u got come see my blog
pls help me tag k? thx kor...
k la
so sian
everyone slp liao
no ppl tok to wo
so dun say le

2005-02-17T17:33:00.000+08:00

haiz
sian sia
dunno wad happen to me again sia
haiz
sian
at sch
only wif frenz n sister
will laugh nia
once at home
me hardly laugh liao
haiz
not in a good mood sia
haiz
sian
hate two- timer sia
hate it lots
haiz
sian
sian
dun say liao le
no mood sia
haiz

2005-02-11T16:15:00.000+08:00

today
have to go sch lol
sian
last night slp at 3am lol
than today have to wake up at 6.30am
wah
so tired lol
sian
feel like dun wanna go sch
but end up still go
haha
than morning me still wake up late lol
wah
fastre rush sia
if not late liao le
haiz
sian
so tired
so sleepy sia
sian
feel so sleepy
no mood to say abt today le
today nth much happen oso la
go for lesson than during pe lesson
vp come to gym room say we all shouting lol
wah lao
not everyone lol
haiz
dun care la
sian
haiz
skip quite a lot os things sia
lazy to say le
haha

after sch go home wif gui jian lol
than her brother wanna take cab than we take cab lol
than they send me to my house first than go home lol
haha
so pei seh sia
always they pay sia

reach home le bath liao
nth to do than see some CD lol
nth to do mar
sian
sian
than jiu go blogskin find any nice template or not
than found it liao
than jiu edit le put at my second blog lol
haha
still dun noe how to make a whole n good blog lol
still need ppl help me
haha

wah kor oso make blog liao lol
he make till so good lol
quite nice lol
once make than make so good de liao
wah
jealous sia
bo bian
who call him computer skill so good
still study at informatic lol
wah lao
private sch lol
so rich sia
haha
stay together but he so rich lol
haha
nvm
next time i oso go learn computer
haha
i wanna learn
i hope i can done well in my exam this year
haha
hope so sia
k la
tired le
dun wanna continue le
so tired dun feel like saying le
so stop here le
bye...

2005-02-11T15:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday

go out eat at tanjong pagar plaza there wif my granny(father's side) the brother n his wife lol
eat till so long lol
wanna slp lol
sian mar
eat finish liao than keep on tok
than drink few bottle of sparkling juice lol
they dun like to drink wine de mar
only somtimes
haiz
very seldom de la
haha
finish le
than go my granny's brother house lol
sit sit
tok tok
than jiu 4.45pm like that le
so leave liao lol
cos my granny's brother oso need to go other ppl house de mar
than from there me n my parent go take cab lol
cos going to my thrid aunt house mar
haha
reach le than tok wif my second aunt lol
tok finish liao le
than go find my dad lol
cos all my unlces playing card mar
than my dad only noe how to play 21 point
so nv join them lol
haha
so i go pei him lol
than play card wif him lol
than mum n grandmother join in
haha
i win lol
all win except dad
he is the banker mar
haha
after that go play wif my cousin lol
than go eat dinner le
afetr dinner nth to do
than dad call me to play cards wif him lol
than i say ok
dad ask me bet how much i say $100
haha
than he say comfirm mar
i say comfirm
who noe i blackjact lol
haha
so i win $ 200
but than say i nv put $100 on the table
so not counted lol
wah lao
i win de lol
bad daddy
haha
than reach home n 11.30pm lol
haha
than online again
than parent say me lol
say i always online
n chat chat chat
non stop de
wah lao
where got
only this 3 days at night come online chat nia mar
wah
sian
haha
dun care them la
haha

2005-02-09T01:58:00.000+08:00

pls
i dun like kian poh anymore le
pls dun mistake me liao
k
i swear i dun like him le...

2005-02-08T23:17:00.000+08:00

today have to go sch lol
sian
than after sch went home lol
so early sia
than nth to do
so sian sia
keep on online all this lol
sian
sian
sian
than at night went out to eat dinner
haha
always the same de la
just reach home nia
today sure very late than slp de lol
sure at mid-night de
just now drink beer wif my cousin
haha
we 2 share one can only
cos me cannot drink much de
haha
sian
later sure very late slp de
than tml morning have to wake up early lol
sure not enough slp de lol
tml have to wake up early cos ppl always come very early to my house de lol
haha
got ang pao le

wish everyone a happy chinese lunar new year
gong xi fa cai

2005-02-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

sian
say thing in my blog oso kanna say by ppl
wah lao
since like that dao bu ru delete away sia
wah lao
haiz
oso nv quarrel wif her
than come n find me
wah seh
haiz
sian sia
siew theng at her blog say i go her land i oso nv scold her
oso no ppl du lan
than u come say me for wad
haiz
life sux
hate it
hate it

2005-02-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

haiz
today by right should wake up at 6.20am de
but too tired liao
dun wanna wake up
drag till 6.30am lol
haha
so tired
dun wish to wake up sia
when i wake up
everyone still sleeping lol
haha
than awhile
mum wake up le
cos she pei me go mar
my dad very de lazy lol
i'm almost done the time
he than wake up
make me late for meeting my frenz
haha
than meet Siew Theng, Jane, Panyu, jasmine
at the amk mac there lol
cos later need to do CIP(flag day) mar
i'm the last to reach lol
haha
cos dad need to park car mar
they oso go eat mac wif me
than when time to collect the donation tin lol
than me, panyu, siew theng, jane, jasmine n shu hui walk around amk lol
walk awhile than not much ppl wanna donate
so we went to yishun lol
than we say spilt into group lol
than me n panyu together lol
i at first wanna go near the coffeshop there de
but than when siew theng ask me thing the time
jasmine n shu hui walk there le
so bo bian i n panyu have to go other place
but than there not much ppl lol
so end up we go wif shu hui they all there
than they du lan
cos we oso go there
pls lol
they 4 stick so close
ppl oso dun noe wan to donate for who lol
oso got anunti say u all 4 stay together than she dun noe who to give so nv give u all lol
so DUN BLAME US lol
many ppl from ur there auto wanna donate for me n panyu de lol
y lei?
cos u all nv ask de lol
wan du lan i oso cannot stop u all
leave liao oso nv tells us de
wad sister
wah lao
forget it lol
not like me n panyu
we leave liao
can't find them than we keep calling u all to tell u all
u all lei
dun care us
still say we snatch ur "business"
we everyone oso ask lol
that's y many ppl donate lol
who call u al keep standing down there
than face so black de
who will like to donate to ppl who face so black?
jane's tin is even more than me lol
wah lao
after we complete 2 page plus or ur sticker
me n panyu too tired n tirsty liao
cos we ask everyone who walk pass there de
than go northpoint to buy drinks lol
than go back amk
at first no ppl wanna donate at there de
than we keep walking around lol
once see siew theng or jane
we faster turn around walk other place
if not later say we snatch their "business' liao lol
so we go mrt there
cos me need to find siti cos my rebakah is finding her mar
so go tell her lol
haha
than me, panyu n siti at there sk for donation lol
than me n panyu keep say "pls donate for the disability sport council" lol
than many ppl auto come n donate for me
than siti n panyu keep making me laugh lol
still got ppl donate for me
haha
so good
especially at yishun there
haha
than when ending the time me oso help siew theng for donation
cos she say her wan too little le
haha
than quite a number of ppl donate for me
haha
at the end of the day
so tired lol
i'm dying le
haha

2005-02-03T20:42:00.000+08:00

haiz
feel life suck sia
haiz
sian
sian
y ppl always wanna quarrel
i hate to quarrel wif ppl
n hate to see ppl quarrel
recenyly me feel very fan ar
haiz
at first quarrel wif my grandparent n uncle
till now granny dun wanna tok to me
but i dun care her
cos she very the fan la
eat full nth to do wanna find ppl to quarrel de
siao
after that parent qaurrel
is the same problem which we quarrel wif my grandparent they all
parent still quarrel wif some other small stuff
than me felt do sad
n scream at them to stop quarrelling
i still burst into tears lol
and say to them if they keep on quarrelling
they won't be able so see me anymore
threaten them sia
say if quarrel again i slash myself
than after that
they finally stop quarrelling liao
cos me feel very the fan always see ppl quarrel
haiz
than after that quarrel wif my jane jie
haiz
than now like that again
haiz
fan
fan
fan ar
hate living in a world which full of quarrelling
haiz
feel so sad n fan lol
wanna leave in a more peaceful world sia
actually
last time oso not like that de
but dun noe y recently always quarrel wif ppl
or
seeing ppl quarrel
haiz
although me dun like to see ppl quarrel n dun wanna always quarel
but if got ppl scold my frenz, sister n parent all this
i sure will scold back de lol
if the ppl not happy wanna beat my sister
i oso will help them de
haiz
sian
fan ar
dun noe la
me even ever think of ending my life lol
but me nv la
haiz
just feel so nia
haiz
cos too fan n sad liao
haiz
sian
fan ar
haiz

2005-02-03T18:42:00.000+08:00

haiz
technical project so chim lol
mr tan keep rejecting my project de
haiz
now no project liao lol
haiz
february liao lol
die le la
than my computer coursework oso dunno wad me doing sia
haiz
later fail
i die
haiz
so fast have our N level exam pratical work liao lol
than oso got lots of test
haiz
science, dun think can make it
my sci always fail de
than d&t,
haiz
my d&t so suck de lol
always call ppl help me do de
except those i noe how to do la
than most of the machine oso dun dare to use de
actually hoping than my cpa an get A1 de
but now?
dun think can liao
i'm afraid that i will fail my N level lol
haiz
dun wanna to retain lol
haiz
all like cannot make it de
haiz

after sch go upp serangoon shopping centre there to buy uniform lol
than when we at interchange saw peiyi
than she keep covering her face
than siew theng siao siao de
keep asking y she saw us than keep covering her face lol
than she keep on learning her lol
than panyu keep laughing
than me and jane keep saying they all siao de lol
than we go buy uniform
buy liao we take cab go heartland eat
cos me sacre later late for my meeting
eat finish liao
we go shop for awhile than take cab go sch
haha
cos later late mar
haha
afetr the meeting
i saw a miss call from the frog
than i called him back
he ask me y we today at bus the time say peiyi
when did we
haiz
no mood to continue liao
damn angry liao

2005-02-02T16:55:00.000+08:00

haiz
sian
sian
sian1/2
so sian sia
haiz
another sian day
today when we discuss abt the CIP grouping
than 1 grp max only can have 5 ppl
than me, siew theng, jane, tay n hui
one grp so left panyu alone
so end up panyu n wei jun 1 grp
than she dun wanna be wif her
so she say on that day
she dun wanna go
so we try to put panyu either wif us or gui jian
than now all got grp liao
except wei jun
no ppl wanna her to join sia
haiz
than me, siew theng n panyu saw she go close to the frog
so i say y dun put her at the frog grp
tahn i saw her suddenly show the frog the letter which i pass to her de
than the frog no respond
maybe she asking him can she join his grp bah
but when we ask chou hong n ronnie
they say dun wan
than i say wad if the frog wan lei
ronnie say he would rather dun wanna go lol
than chou hong reaction more funny lol
haha
infront of teacher running here there
and shake his head n hand say he dun wan
make me, siew theng n panyu laugh till stomach pain lol
he is so funny lol
haha
grow up can do clown
haha
i'm seem to be like very evil sia
haha
bo bain today too sian liao mar
than today they got stay back
o i go home wif gui jian lol
haha
than we decide to go home change cloth first than go houngang there eat n gui jain wanna buy thing mar
haha
than she n her brother treat me take cab go home lol
than when we reach home
change liao
than meet at 317 the bus stop there
near the mac de
than take bus go serangoon to change mrt lol
than decide to go eat pizza hut
than they treat me eat oso
so good sia
haha
than go nuy thing n shop for awhile lol
than take cab go home again
than they pay oso lol
i wanna pay than gui jian keep say nvm la
wah today they treat me so many things so pei seh sia
nv use much money lol
pei seh sia
haiz
first time go out wif her nia
haha

~sian~

2005-01-29T09:38:00.000+08:00

haiz
sian
the d&t project very chim lol
ezpecially my work is so chim sia
all theacher approve my project
except mr tan sia
haiz
now mux think of another project
liao
sian
haiz
dunno wad to do lei
haiz
he still say if i wanna continue this project
must br creative
as in
make another another shape
so it will look more nicer
but than the base
he say use valcum de
oso dunno how to make liao lol
haiz
i think this time i can't make it de
but if most of the ppl can make it
i oso wanna try my best to make it
cos techincal seem to be like easy to score lol
who call me have no interest in teachincal
and dun dare to make
even dun noe hot to make
i'm so pathetic sia
haiz

~depressed~

2005-01-27T18:48:00.000+08:00

haiz
sian
sian1/2
tired
tired
so tired
headace
headace
pain ar

so tired
have to do the guideline
than all dun noe hot ot do come n ask me
so tire
especially me head so pian sia
haiz
jane u ahve to another one by urself hor
canot just copy mine than hand up to mr lim hor
he not so stupid de
later kanna pump n scolding sia
dun hai wor
later i kill u
haha
just kidding
buy u really have to do one urself hor

haiz
fan ar
me hope that there is a technology
which can just brainwash
some part of my mind nia
than dun wan too expensive de
cos
dun wanna remember all the unhappy things sia
only wan to remember all the happy things
lots of thing wanna say but i dun dare to say here liao
scare my class the ppl sia
better dun say later lots of gossip sia
haiz

sian
fan ar
there is lots of thing for me to fan lol
dun wish to say at here sia
haiz
so me really wanna brainwash parts of my brain sia
hope can swept all the unhappy things off

~miss you~

2005-01-25T18:04:00.000+08:00

today morning went to sch
than go canteen wif wei jun n siti lol
before go cantten me n siti go toilet
haha
both of us go there to tie/clip hair lol
if not mdm lau wanna say us again
than me suan bian make my tie lol
sian
every morning go toilet to tie my tie
and clip my hair sia
sian
than CPA lesson
stomach so pain lol
haiz
dun noe why my stomach always pain de lei
haiz
than when go back do work de time
only now how to do some part
the rest see so chim
than i lazy to do lol
haha
so i ask tay how to make
than the frog sit behind her
than he say he will pass me the present
either tml or thursday lol
at the second period of english cme period
we go library
but den library did not open
cos the librarian go eat lunch
than while waiting see whether the librarian going to come back or not
than me n the frog tok lol
after that i go disturb him mar
than panyu say i flirt lol
than after awhile mr lim o the librarian haven come back
than he call nichloas go to the canteen to find the librarian
than after we get in
mr lim call us to find the book
which got we feel that it is important ppl de
than in the library
theng mei noe that panyu say me flirt n i not happy mar
than she go tell jane lol
but jane give her the answer make me so surprise lol
she say who call me go play wif the frog
wah lao
she is the first jie to say like this to me lol
wah
make me so mad lol
but than i endure
than we go sit on table
than me n theng mei
keep on laughing
cos wei jian make us laugh mar
than jane like so du lan lol
than walk away to go find tay they all
than theng mei call panyu come cos she wanna tell her something mar
tahn me dun noe wad happen lol
angry wif them till i cry lol
than me go one corner to cry
than theng mei come n console but i still keep on crying
so she bo bain go call the gal to come lol
but than i still keep crying
i dun get it lol
frenz cannot play n tok mah?
break liao than cannot be frenz mah?
haiz
sian
than lesson end liao
than is science lol
the whole period of science
i like very sian lol
dun feel like listening lol
than after science
is dialog session lol
than me nv sit wif jane they all
so i sit wif wei jun n siti lol
than the frog sit beside me
so i scare later ppl will say again mar
so i change place wif wei jun lol
than he keep toking to me
than i say dun wan to tok too much wif him
later kanna say again
than he ask wad happen
than wei jun go tell him lol
while wei jun toking to him
jane they suddenly call me
cos panyu hand dun noe wad happen
than i bring her go find teacher lol
than go toilet to wash all the bleed
than mr choo n mr david lee give her plaster lol
than go back to hall
than wei jun n the frog play la while i'm toking wif siti
than suddenly, the frog purposely make me lol
than i say him
actually after the assembly over
i got np meeting de
but than got spotcheck
than the spotcheck drag so long
so end up the meeting change time till all the ppl finish ssp than meet lol
so bo bian have to wait
so me go eat luch wif theng mei they all lol
tahn when the ssp start
me panyu n jane no need to attend than oso dun wanna do the math or chinese wad
so go out of the class thna tok lol
than they pei me till 3.50pm
than leave liao
left me outside so sian
so i went in the class to tok to wei jun, nichloas n the frog lol
than the frog go li xiao me so i make him back oso lol
very diao lol
haha
than at 4 plus
hongs mei come n find me liao
so we go canteen together lol
than have the meeting
is just a short n fast meeting lol

than still got "some other thing" make me so fan lol
dun feel wan to ______
but than oso dun wanna ............
haiz
so fan
than 'she' call me to ...................
than i feel that .....................
n i dun noe whether i ............................
so fan ar
but i think me now dun wanna .......................
scare later affect studies sia
haiz
fan ar

hope this year
i can get good grades in all subject
haiz
but me so lazy to study lol
than still got some other family problem sia
haiz

everyone thought i'm so carefree lol
like no fan nao all this
cos me n sch keep on lugh n play wad
actually me oso got fan nao lol
maybe more than other lol
but dun wanna say it out

feel that wad theng mei lend me see the book
quite accurate lol
as for me la
cos the book say me till like quite accurate lol
than call theng mei help me to buy
but than she sick le maybe nv help me buy
but nvm la
who call she sick
do math ssp the time suddenly go home
cos got fever
haiz
so ke lian
hope she will take care herself
cos nw she is the only one sister of mine nv make me sad nia
erm... actually not only one la
cos tay mei oso like nv make me sad

yesterday still went out wif her till 9pm than reach home
haha
cos we see one bus got go compass point
than we go take lol
who noe the bus so long than reach lol
tahn actually wanna shop at there oso cannot liao
cos tay mei still wanna go take neopring wif me mar
so when we reach there
go but mr bean the pancake than take mrt go heartland to take neoprint lol
take liao than shop awhile
tahn go home liao lol
at first we think of wanna take cab home cos late liao
scare my parent scold mar
tahn after that mum call me than i tell her
than she say nvm lol
than meet my parent outside the bus stop before walking home
haha
dun noe why
my parent like become so good le lol
that time theng bday teh chalet will let me stay
than me recently like always go out de
but than they nv scold me lol
so good
so late go home oso nth happen lol
haha
they so good lol
love then sia
haha
hope this year result won't make them n me disappointed

shall stop here le

2005-01-20T20:54:00.000+08:00

today CME mr lim coma n pump us
cos we too noisy liao le
than have lesson in pumping postiton
answer a question correct than can sit lol
lame sia
thanks to panyu
she give me the answer
haha
than i can sit down
thanks panyu

after school
got np
than all nco have ssp
except me
actually me oso got de lol
but than mr pang say only failed math de than can stay
my math so lousy lol
only moderate pass
than he still call me dun stay sia
where got like this de

than make me only nco for today Games day lol
one nco de only
so sian
keep on sitting down ther doing nth
keep on seeing the cadet play lol

than when all the nco come le
we all prepared for th treasure hunt lol
than me n clarence is at the same station as station master lol
we keep on think of wad we wan them to do
than we all ask them all those lame lame question sia
haha

y u guy keep on asking me regret mar
yo
very fan de lei
better dun come n ask me this question when i'm in bad mood
if not
too bad for u
i will scold u de

yo
ask u ar
even though i regret got use mah
no la
anyway i dun regret
cos it is the fact
peiyi oso say lol
always busy wif his lion dance de
no time pei stead
if u is his stead
u will noe
how i feel
so stop asking me this type of question le ok
pls
thank you

2005-01-10T20:42:00.000+08:00

so long nv blog le
my blog going to rusty le
haha

haiz
sch reopen liao
haha
sch reopen 1 week plus le
haha
since sch reopen till now
me than blog
haha
not free la
sian sia

this few days
panyu come my house here
change bus home
haha
cos she wanna tok to me mar
than she tell me her thing
than i oso keep on telling her my things
haha
very diao rite
actually not bad la
got ppl hear my xin shi
haha
than she oso pei me take bus home
than me not so lonely mar
haha

today go out wif wei jun
go bugis
she wanna see cloth
so i pei her go lol
so good rite
haha
me so thick skin sia
haha

than see finish le
so sian nth to shop
than we take bus to suntec there
to play arcade lol
haha
me no money le
still play till like all those game is free like that
haiz
really no money liao
haiz

haiz
me very confuse wif my own feeling lol
think too much le
going crazy liao la
me think till
dream some stu[id stuff lol
really be crazy liao
me become siao char bo liao
mux go see xin li yi sheng
haiz
i will like to stop all this nonsense liao
it will just make
myself even sad
even siao
haiz
tis year 'N' level le
still can't fully concentrate in my studies sia
kill myself la
haiz
this time round
i really dun noe wad happen to me lei
he now black magic izzit
haiz
if not wad happen to me
first time sia
first time like a guy so long lol
20 month lei
dun play play sia
haiz
like oso no use
ppl got stead liao
haiz
me seldom go care him liao
even though like him
scare later ppl say me
haiz
now only treat him as my frenz nia
i comfrim won't anyhow think de

dun feel like saying le
nth to say oso
end her bah

2004-12-31T13:38:00.000+08:00

training yesterday
after that
went home to change and get ready
than went to take bus to tampines lol
miss one bus so i reach there late lol
reach liao than meet xingyao n hong mei
cos they reach earlier than me wad
so they wait for me at the interchange lol
than have to wait for ivan
than went everyone reach le
we go ting mei house
brought all those thing to white sand
and we meet hek ming at there
than when we meet le
went there to buy some stuff lol
after that
we went to pasir ris park
was pouring cats n dogs
that use poncho to cover all our stuff
n we ran to the shelter to hide lol
but we still drenched from head to toe
so pathetic sia
it wad horrible lol
cos walking in the rain wasn't nice wif cold breeze
and i'm already sick beforehand
after that
they decide to ride bike
but me didn't go
cos i dun noe how to cycle wad
haha
than bq kor was so good lol
he call them dun like that ps me lol
haha
till hk kor, shaun and andrew come than they go ride bike lol
but the bike shop close so end up they did not go ride bike lol
instead if ride bike
they went to play playground
after that than we start the fire lol
but was difficult to start up at first
we finally start up
within quite awhile
den eat quite a number of crabstick n hotdog
nice sia
went to the rock there to chat wif hong mei lol
oso went to the beach to
draw some stuff
and crapping around wif bq kor, shuan and both mei
soon all of them started to went home
left me, bq kor n my both mei
but hong mei oso left after awhile
so left bq kor n ting mei
pei me till my parent come
haha
meanwhile me n bq kor
keep on suan ting mei lol
cos she very funny wad
haha
after 20 min
my dad reach le
but we continue to talk all this lol
than after awhile
realise the bq kor is shivering
cos he very cold le like cannot stand it liao
so we decided to leave lol
than me help to clear the stuff lol
before i leave lol
haha
ytd
i have a wonderful
enjoy myself a lot
than when i reach home
after bath
soon felt asleep
feel very sleepy wad
haha

2004-12-29T23:18:00.000+08:00

today morning meet ting mei n hong mei
at interchange there
than both of them late lol
ake me wait for 20min sia
haiz
nvm la
than when they come
we go buy breakfast lol
than while walking to sch eat lol

after training
i rush home to change cloth le
rush go heartland mall to meet ting n hong lol
than go buy mac lol
than we eat at the bus
cos we are in a rush wad
rush to tampines mall lol
bo bian
than reach le
buy so may thing lol
money no enough sia
dun noe why
but we already choose thing which is the cheapest liao lol
haiz
wah lao
those thing so heavy lol
n so many
only we this three gal go buy
than all of us hand very pain sia
too heavy le lol
haiz
than faster go ting house put those thing lol
than go back tampines mall
cos ting mei wanna
buy short
but i accompany them for awhile only
cos meet my parent 8pm at outside my house mar
than the duration from tampines to my house so long lol
still have to change bus sia
haiz
so faster take 22 go serangoon interchange there
to cahnge take 315 mar
than when i wanna change to 315 de time
me almost miss than bus lol
luckily that bus uncle let me take
haha
if not i sure late de
haiz

looking forward to tml bbq
we will sure enjoy ourselves de
haha

2004-12-28T13:04:00.001+08:00

today seem to be nth to do
so sian
last few days of holiday le
school re-open so fast sia
haha
actually ok la
holiday for 2 month le
but afraid abt my studies
scare my result sia
haiz

so sian
haiz
keep on listen to music lol
nth to do wad
so sian
sian 1/2

dun noe why this few days like
moody moody like that
haiz

2004-12-27T18:27:00.000+08:00

today go
to meet ting mei they all
cos have to pay for the bbq money mar
me go late lol
haha
first time late sia
haha
cos never notice time pass so fast
meet them 1pm than me
12.45pm still at home lol
than luckily bus come so fast
so reach there at 1.03pm lol
me rush there sia
than ting mei late again
thought she reach le sia
haiz
make me so rush
than reach there le
still have to wait for her to come lol
than when she reach le than pay her money
and tok abt wad to buy lol
than when we abt to leave than we miss so much bus lol
haha
wait for this n that wad
than we decide to go toa payoh eat lol
so sian
they wanna do homework
so me n hong mei go J8 to shop lol
when we shop halfway
ting mei suddenly call me go accompany her to book the bbq pit
but i nv go cos too late le
haha
than dunno wad happen she suddely call me say she at J8 le cos she need to pass thing to someone
so diao lol
haiz
after passing the ting le than me n hong mei wan to go home le
than ting mei n her little brother go book the bbq pit lol
dunno that side still open or not sia
cos they went there very late le wad
haiz
dun noe la
haha
me seem to be so long nv go out wif them le

haiz
abt kian poh ar?
haha
me can say finally think truth le
haha
always say think truth le
but end up still miss him
haha
so diao rite
but i think this time should be real de la
me now dun even think him le

2004-12-23T17:52:00.000+08:00

haiz
so sian
miss him sia
always think of him de
wat happen to my brain
haiz
arrrrr
BRAIN
stop making me miss him
pls
i hate this type of feeling
i dun wan this type of feeling too
haiz

ME WANNA GO CARZY LE LA

jane jie n theng mei can u all stop quarreling
such a small things
like tution only
like that oso wanna quarrel
haiz
pls stop quarreling la
i hate to see my sister quarrel wif each other
k
pls stop all this
i really hate it

haiz
i miss a guy a lot
i love him
but so wad
he got stead liao
and they still very close
i'm sad
who noe
i keep inside my heart
when i cry
who noe
noe ppl noe
me already very sad le
than now my sister quarrel
me even sad
even fan lol
i'm going me le

ppl give me hope
and i believe them
i thought it might be the true
but actually its not
its not the truth
i nv blame u all for giving me the hope
cos is not ur fault
my hope has gone
and it will gone forever
haiz
wat can i do
forget it
he won't be back le

dun noe when
he is free to collect his christmas present from me
he give me le
but he no time to collect his
haiz
he was so busy
but i dun wanna ask him when he free
to collect his present
or he will feel me very fan
and will start to avoid me
so i didn't ask him le
but christmas coming
le
left day sia
haiz
i think he will afer christmas than come collect
haiz
dun noe le la
FAN AR
FAN AR

someone tell me that i should tell him
i like him
cos he should noe
but i dun feel so
i noe he got the right to noe
but i dun wish to say so
if not
many ppl will say me
wanna snatch ppl stead
but i didn't
i just like him
like a ppl got wrong mah
haiz
i won't tell him abt this de
i rather me, myself sad than make three ppl sad
so i've to hide it in my heart
so sad
wanna cry le

miss him a lot

2004-12-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

haha
so long nv blog sia
haha
everyday go out
haha
later get scolding le
monday 20/12
he call me go out
than call chou hong n wei jun
go out oso
haha
go bishan buy present
haha
he was still as good as last time
or i should say
even better than last time
he now seems to be like a good guy
haha
he on that day bought me the present
but i nv buy for him yet
cos like nth to buy for him sia
haha
than tuesday 21/12
call wei jun go out wif me to bugis
haha
call her help me choose the present
haha
than walk so long
than found his present
haha
haiz
buy liao
but he keep on not free to
collect his present de lol
haiz
always not free
afraid that can't give him by christmas
haiz
no choice
see whne he free lol
dun wanna disturb him le
later he very fan
haiz
today actually is only go out wif theng mei n jane jie de
than tay mei say she tml wanna celebrate her bday
so end up we call her today celebrate
haha
exchange give wif jane jie n theng mei
lol
haha
so late then go home lol
haha
have a wonderful n tired day sia
haha

mIsS hIm aLwaYs

2004-12-10T18:33:00.000+08:00

haiz
today wake up early oso
wake up at 8.30am
cos going jurong east wad
than cannot play till late
if not that side too much ppl le
very difficult
have to Q up
so we go there early n leave early lol

after swim went to eat kfc lol
so hungry liao wad
than when we just walk out of the swimming complex
start raining le
so suai lol
haiz
than take bus to jurong east interchange
to change 105
sian
from jurong till serangoon lol
i feel that mrt faster
but ting mei
wanna take bus
so we end taking bus
sit so long lol
haiz
but still enjoy myself lol
haha

2004-12-09T20:32:00.000+08:00

haiz
today wake up at 9.30am
call ting mei to give me morning call
haha
scare i can't wake up
haha

meet ting mei n hong kit kor
at tpy
haiz
ting mei late again
let me n hong kit kor wait her for 30 min
haiz
always late her
haha
use to it liao la
haiz
next time meet her
me purposely go late
haha

today go watch
Christmas with the kranks
haha
very funny lol
nice to watch la
than after that
take bus go United Square
sian lol
that side arcade nth to play de
sian 1/2
so we decide to go
douby ghaut to play arcade
haha
than ting mei wanna learn para
but that side too may ppl le
all so pro so she dun dare to play
haha
hong kit kor have to leave early
so me n ting mei
go amk there play
haha
that side play no so pei seh
haha
she finally noe how to play a little bit le
haha
imporvement le
haha
we use quite a lot of money to play
haha
waste money
haha
nth better to do
after that go
heartland mall there eat dinner
haha
after dinner go shop for awhile
than i realise going to 8pm le
my mother going to kill me
if she found out that
when she call home at 8 plus,
i will die
haha
so no choice have to go home le
so idiot lol
i in rush of time than
the bus keep on never come
wan me to die sia
haha
than take cab
go home lol
peak hour need to pay extra money lol
haiz
cost me $5.60 for my cab
lol
wate my money sia
so lucky sia
once i reach my room
my mother call me le
than i bluff her sia
haha
bad gal
but no choice
haiz

haha
today have a wonderful day
tml going to jurong est swim
haha
actually going wif hong kit kor, ting mei n hong mei de
but hong mei say she cannot
hong kit no comfirm yet but i think most likey can
haha
my mother so good
she let me go
haha
i still scare she dun let me go
haha
my parent so good
haha
but swimming wad
how come cannot
haha
i think is because
that i is go swimming oso not play bah
haha
dunno la

miss someone always
haha
today i really enjoy myself
haha

2004-12-07T17:00:00.000+08:00

haiz
today wake up quite late sia
sian wad
so dun wan too early wake up
anyway wake up oso nth to do
haiz

today nv go out
cos no ppl jio me out la
haiz
so ke lian
if go out
oso dun noe wan to go where
so sian

haiz
how come me keep on thinking of him de
haiz
can i stop think of him
i wan to stop think of him lei
haiz
i need ppl to help me forget
sian
i believe he now very happy beig wif peiyi de
good for them
although i miss him
but i won't say it out
haiz
miss him a lot
haiz
so sian
me always dream of him
haiz
no matter wad i dream
its still a dream
it won't come true
haiz
i think i better dun think so much le
dun noe why always at year end u will break me le
is this fate or wad
haiz

i still remember i always wote letter to him
to let him noe how i feel
but from the moment i noe he stead wif peiyi
i noe i can't write letter to him le
i dun wan to be the thrid party
so all the feeling
and
my love for him
i will always just keep in my heart
keep it in very very deep of my heart

after all the lie he give me
i still can't make myself to hate him
i really like him a lot
wad abt him
he once told me
he only love me a little
do he noe how i feel
i dun even have the guts to tell him
cos i noe he has been irrtate by me
i noe i make him angry
for quite a lot of time
but actually
wo shi ai ni de
i think i love him too much
and
i dun have confident in myself
that y i'm afraid that he might leave me
but i noe
everything i've done
is wrong
i dun dare to ask for his forgiveness
just hope that he can leave a small corner
in his heart for me

now i've two wishes
the first wish
is that
i hope he n peiyi will be very happy being together
and the second is
i hope i can find a guy who will treat me very good
to let me forget him

meanwhile miss him always

2004-12-02T10:54:00.000+08:00

haiz... i thought i could trust u... no matter wad u say, i believe u... but in the end u oso lie to me... u all becasue of a guy can dun wan this sister... wad is this? love??? actually got something i dun wan to say it out de but now i dun care le... do u all think that bq will stead wif u all? i dun think so... at most he will treat u all as a good frenz... so u all do this, zi de mar? think for urself... haiz... u just toking rubbish in ur blog... u really got trust her mah? all along u all think that i'm helping her, say i never think ur feeling but actually i'm just saying the fact... all of ur mind only full of love n hate so u all sure won't noe which is rite n which is wrong... u think that she wan to ruin this sister-ship de? no she's not the one who ruin it... is u all... if u all still think that she is the one who betray u n i'm always side her... i've nth to say le... maybe this would the end of ur sister/brother - ship... is u all ruin it de not us...

2004-11-29T20:06:00.000+08:00

today wake up at 9am cos meeting ting mei n hong mei 10am and mac wad... haha... than me raech ther very early lol so wait for them so long ting mei, haiz.... always late de... haha... when we almost eat finish le than hong kit come n join us... so we call him eat faster lol... haha... but end up he start eating later than hong mei but end up hong kit still eat finish before hong mei eat finish... than we late for th meeting lol... than at the sch bus stop saw robin than he wait for us before walk in the sch lol... than when we reach, they only give tout the naa booklet than call us sign lol... like that only lol... haiz... than after that meet wei jun at interchange cos she wan to go my house use com wad than hong mei oso come lol cos hse dun wan to go home... than after use finish com le, we three go plaza singapura lol... than from there go heeren... than bring hong mei to mrt than me n wei jun go meet hui for a while lol.... than go takashimaya shop for awhile lol... haha... today take 2 times neo print wif wei jun n hong mei than after hong mei leave le we go take another one haha... today spend a lot of money sia... broke le... haiz... so ke lian lol... haiz...

haiz... some ppl say i hurt kian poh a lot lol... wah lao... i really dun noe how i hurt him lol... some ppl oso say he hurt me wad... but he really hurt me lol... he oso bluff me but why can't i hate him? i really can't make myself hate him lol... haiz... how come me keep on saying him de... how coem most of the time i blog is say about him de ar? haiz... dun tell me wad hong mei say is truth? i really make this blog cos of him? haiz... dun noe lei... haiz... me first time like a guy like till so long lol... me like him for 18 month liao lol... haiz... wad happen to me ever since i like him... how come i can like him so long ar? haiz... me always say i let him go le... but in fact did i? me always blog oso say till him lol... but wif my sister n frenz me won't think till him lei... y ar? ppl ask me whether i still like him or not i will say i've let him go le but i dun think i really let him go... haiz... me dun noe i got hurt him or not, i oso dun care he hurt me or not... i just wish him good luck... i believe i really let him go le... cos me use to dislike him, peiyi n er kee de... but now i dun feel like i hate them le... just treat them as normal frenz only... haiz... dun noe how to say la but me just dun hate them n dun blem them for all this le lol... haiz... kian poh... me really hope after i leave u, u will be happy... but i guess wat i hope already come true le... so i'm happy for him... really...

mIsS hiM alwAyS.... BuT woN't bE wIf hIm agAiN lE... SaD sIa... :(

2004-11-26T19:56:00.000+08:00

hiaz... me today wake up at 8.45am than go school teach sjab campcraft lol... haiz... teach till 4.45pm sia... so tired... than everyone so dirty sia... haiz... me finally tell li kwan i wan to break wif him le but i send him an e-mail instead of just telling him like this... hope he will accept it... i noe i let him down, but love is cannot force de wad... haiz... li kwan i'm sorry hope this won't ruin our friendship for 7 years... kp one day i will totally forget u de...

2004-11-24T19:43:00.000+08:00

haiz... me so long never blog le... haiz... this few days me oso dun noe wad happen... miss someone a lot lol... haiz... but dun dare to tell anyone... than so far only jane jie noe about it... but now i believe i post here than many ppl will noe le... actually i dun wish to post de... but keep in my heart, i feel very tong ku le... i wan to cry le la... i'm very sorry to li kwan...i noe that i let him down... but love is cannot force de... i'm really very sorry... i wan to stop let u down... i wan a break... i wan to break wif him... but i kai bu liao koh... how.... i wan to stop letting him down... i'm sorry li kwan... i noe no matter wad i say now, no use le cos u sure angry wif me le... hiaz... i wish to tell him that i wan to break but i just can't say out
how... i dun wna to drag le... how? haiz..

i really miss him a lot... i believe i still like him... but i dun wan to be the third party of kian poh n peiyi relationship... n i never think of patching wif him le... anyway it is impossible le.... me use to say hate him n peiyi... but now i think i've wrong to hate him... i'm not suppose to hate them... i should wish them all the best... everyone has their right to choose their stead... n the love competition between me, peiyi, i've lost... so i zu fu them... i believe kian poh be wif peiyi will be more happier than wif me... i love him, so i respect his decision... i love him... i really do... i oso dun noe why after everything, i still miss him and love him... i really can't control my feeling... ppl who see my blog can u pls dun say me... i'm really very upset le... some ppl say me hurt kian poh n gave him empty promises, while others say is he hurt me n give me empty promises de... i dun now wad i've done make him feel hurt n i dun noe wad empty promises i gave him... can anyone pls tell me? haiz... i love him so wad, he oso dun love me liao... just wish him will be very happy being together wif peiyi... kian poh all the best to u n peiyi... i won't interupt ur relatioship de... i promise... we will just be frenz...

jane jie ar...haiz... she oso very sad lol... haiz... so ke lian... she now have a stead but she wan to break wif him lol... haiz... but me n theng mei feel that she still like him lol... scare later she regret if she say break now... than taht hl oso de... today go out so close to theng mei for wad... make jane angry n jealous... haiz... bad guy sia... but i feel that he really like jane jie de la... haiz.. oso dun noe lei... haiz... jie told me that her stead frenz told her that he always play wif gal de... tahn very close than jane oso say he quite flirt... haiz... me oso dun noe how to help her le... cos i dun really noe her stead well than scare give wrong info than will harm her... so i oso dun noe how le... haiz... jane jie follow ur heart bah? i hope u can find ur prince charming asap or even is now this stead... hope he can give u happiness... all the best to u sia...

haiz... theng mei hor... oso dun noe how to say... she see me n jane jie, this two jie got stead le than she like very sad... cos he like a guy but the guy got stead le... haiz... than she now regret that, she that time didn't accept that guy when he tell her he like her... actually she at that time already like him le, but he is express de... than she scare she will make his studies bad n scare she not match to him... haiz... tahn now she regret le... so long le she oso still like him sam eas me like kian poh so long le... haiz...

LOVE!!! love can make ppl sweet, oso can make ppl tong ku... haiz... why love make we this three sister being so trouble n tong ku??? arrr... love?? haiz... theng mei actually u dun noe me n jane jie wish to be single now cos, we like very fan about relationship le... than next year 'N' level le... we very scare that our love life will affect our studies than make us fail... so we wish to be single now... especially me, oncer hurt very very deep... but i never blame the guy who hurt me... haiz... i really wish to be single now... unless got a guy really treat me, than won't hurt me than i will consider lo... haha... me just toking rubbish la... where got guy like me de... haha... haiz...

2004-11-16T16:12:00.000+08:00

haiz... so long never come online n blog liao... sian... today so tired lol... wake up at 6.30pm cos need to go sch for the stupid mar... haiz... sian... so tired... after report liao than we take bus go chestnun brive there the jungle for hiking lol... need to walk till amk there... siao de... WTF sia... some more so dirty lol...than very tired oso lol... than have to walk so fast sia.... very tired lol... haiz... later going to novena mrt to meet my parent... cos go there eat mar... help my daddy celebrate his bday... haha... treat him eat buffet... haha... so expensive lol... haha... but still intend to go cos my daddyu always keep on saying wan to go... sian ...

2004-11-12T09:47:00.000+08:00

everybody who see my blog, kindly pls dun tell ppl wat i've say in my blog hor... haha... actually i dun noe whether should i stead wif him or not... at first i very confuse... i dun noe wan to stead wif him or not than my sister, frenz n cousin keep on calling me to try, so i try lol.. haha... dun noe i do correct or not lei... hiaz... he treat me quite good lol... so i scare i will hurt him one day... when the day we stead, he already told me he dun wish to break wif me... but this kind of thing cannot say dun wan than dun wan de lol... if can say dun wan than dun wan lol, me now will still be wif kian poh le lol... cos he promise not to leave my side anymore but at last, he still decided to break wif me... he now already stead wif peiyi lol... actually he choose the correct gal lol... cos peiyi got more money than me n look more nicer than me lol... i've totally gave up on him le... really... so i will just like to wish him all the best wif peiyi... but actually one thing i can't figure out is why must he bluff me than he never stead wif peiyiwhen he did it? i really dun understand... haiz... but nvm... i won't all this already le... but i will still treat him as my frenz...

2004-11-12T09:34:00.000+08:00

haha... jane ar... keep on teasing me about i stead wif li kwan lol... than me oso say her n her hong lun... haha... jane cannot bluff ur mei de lei... haha.. go patch wif ur dAr dAr la... haha... me now so sian... later going to meet tingz mei, hongx mei, bing qiang kor they all lol... than we go play bowling... than after bowling, i wan to go tpy return my comics than tingz mei say she will accompany me go... than now nth to do lol... than li kwan at sch... so sian... nth to do... haiz...

2004-11-05T13:15:00.000+08:00

haha... this 2 days very fun lol... yesterday go siew theng chalet... than we play like siao... in the morning, we got mdm lau lesson... so after that we went home to take our belonging n i go meet py,st & tay at serangoon mrt than we 4 take mrt go douby gouth meet jane then go pasir ris together... jane very slow lol... need so many ppl to wait for her... than when we reach there liao go buy all the food... we bought too much chicken wing liao lol... haha... cannot eat finish than we pack some go home... we oso go wild wild wet and play... haha... that side quite fun lol... we play till siao... some more tay alomost kill me n py at the wave pool... cos the wave very big than we only got 1 float... so we let jane sit first than st sit... haha... jane dun noe how to swim than when we go till too deep liao... we all suddenly seprated liao than all cannot touch the ground... especially jane dun noe how to swim luckly siew theng near her than throw the float to jane... the siew theng push jane back to the shore... while me,tay n py trap at the water cos tay cannot touch she very scare than me n py chiong go save her, than i reach there first when i'm holding on tay, she very nervous than jump onto my back than i can't swim n breath cos she oso hold my neck very tight... nearly kill me than when i pull away her hand... py come liao than tay oso do the same thing to py... haiz... me n py so ke lian lol... nearly kill by tay..... than we oso play a lot of thing lol... haha... really very fun lol... haha... by the way my parent suddenly oso dun noe why will let me ton... haha... thank you daddy n mummy... haha...

than at night we 3am than sleep lol... than can't sleep well... haiz... than now very tired but later 2pm still have to go practice floorball sia... so tired lol... than tml is the competition lol... haiz... so tied... hope both gal n boy team will win this floorball competition lol... GOOG LUCK TO BOTH OYS N GALS FLOORBALL TEAM... all the best to us...

than me still got fan other things oso lol... li kwan keep on call me to stead wif him... but i dun feel so lol... even i stead wif him i oso dun wish to go out wif him by myself lol... cos very pei seh... arrr... i oso dun noe lei very fan arrrr...

2004-11-03T19:22:00.000+08:00

i hate him... hate him forever... i going to cry le... how come i will like this kind of guy so much? idiot sia... he really stead wif peiyi lol... wtf... still say i give empty promise... idiot sia...

and kian poh... pls stop ur frenz to scold my frenz k? who he think he is can anyhow scold my frenz... she only ask u things than u tell ur frenz she scold u... than she kanna scolded by ur frenz... idiot sia,,, me now damn angry sia....

KIAN POH... I HATE YOU FOREVER..... why must u like this... i think the kian poh i use to like a lot has gone... now only left a guy who i dislike a lot... u've change to a guy who is evil... i hate you...

2004-11-03T11:57:00.000+08:00

haiz... last night wei jun told me that kian poh have a new stead le... his stead is peiyi... why mux it be her? actually when i heard this news, i very sad... how come he stead wif her... haiz... actually i oso cannot care who he stead wif la... but very sad lol... he bluff me again... he say he dun have stead... he never stead wif peiyi... call me believe him... than i believe him... than now lei? wat is this... always bluff me... who he think he is? or i should blame myself cos i always choose to believe him... wtf...arrr... i hate him... i hate him... i wish i can hate him forever... but i can't i will miss him even more... i dun wish to be like this... arrr... wan to cry le la... so sad... haiz... no choice... i'm not his stead liao... haiz...

2004-11-02T20:29:00.000+08:00

everything is settle... i can cut down my problem le... me now everything oso dun wan to care le... haiz... me very scare i will make the floorball gal team lose lol... cos i've to score all the ball lol... i'm so lousy... today play wif the guy, i'm so lousy most of the time cannot goal lol... i'm very afraid i will make the team lose the competition... i really hope to win this competition... but i'm afraid lol... if i made the team lose this competition, i will burst into tears de lol... comfirm de... i dun wan to make my team lose cos they very keen to win n they quite good lol... i dun wish to disappoint them...

today floorball practice made us stop quarrelling... oso dun noe y... haiz... today we practuce wif the guy than the guy is real good lol... actually the gal team oso good lol... but sadly, i'm not good... so i'm very afraid to made the team lose... haiz...

as for kian poh... i've nothing better to say le... i admit that i still miss him... but my heart for him has died... he noe that i hate ppl smoke,but he choose to smoke... he even cheat me n his frenz... he told me he quit since he is sec 1... i choose to believe him... but in the end, i regret trusting him so much... wat so good about smoking... i dislike ppl smoke a lot... y mux he bluff me again n again? this teach me a lesson... everything could be fragile... dun easily trust ppl... especially ur stead or someone who you close wif... anyway i n him will be apart forever... even be frenz, we are very distance... dun noe how to say but just feel that i n him is very distance... sometimes i dun even dare to tok to him cos scare ppl say me... i really miss you... i always do...

2004-11-02T11:17:00.000+08:00

for me things has passed, i will let it pass...if not i will be a gal who is full of anger each day... why mux i be so saddist? if u wan to keep on angry wif me, i've nothing to say.... u say i didn't treat you as my sister rite? if i never treat u as my sister, i now won't even wan to care you... you can ask my frenz... when i quarrel wif ppl, i dun care is i wrong or they in the wrong, i won't even care them... till they approach me... up to u believe me or not... i've nothing better to say le...

2004-11-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

fine... up to u to forgive me or not... but this doen't concern about geok ting... no point angry wif her... i admit that i scold you vulgarties.. but me really very angry at that moment... if not i won't scold u vulgarties... you should noe... i admit that i'm in wrong... but you say you didn't shout at me? even my frenz oso ask me how come you shout at me that lol... at first they still think that you scolding me lol... if i didn't admit that i'm wrong... i won't approach you to say those thing... when my frenz say u, u think i didn't scold they or stop them in behalf of u mah? up to you, how to think la... wat i wan to say, i've already tell you... believe it or not... recently i really very fan... i oso dun noe how come i so fan... me oso not in a good mood... i oso dun noe why... i dun noe wad happen to me... i really dun feel like living in this world... i've enough of this world... i dun noe wad should i do... i really very fan... i hope i dun have all this kind of problem... I REALLY HAVE ENOUGH OF THIS WORLD... I WISH I CAN JUST LEAVE THIS WROLD LIKE THIS... I HATE ALL THIS... ARRR...

this really doesn't concern about geok ting so dun say her le... she n bq is only brother n sister lol... dun think too much le la...

2004-10-31T17:07:00.000+08:00

haiz... this few days dun noe why like so fan de... haiz... yesterday happen lots of things... haiz... fan ar... hate ppl to nag at me when i feel so fan lol... haiz... going to have floorball competition le... than have to train... than somemore crash on my chalet lol... my chalet bo bian mux go liao lol... cos everything settle le than money oso pay le... if i tell my frenz i'm not going, they sure kill me de lol... so bo bian after the practice than go chalet lol... haiz... yesterday when my frenz call me, i tell her i go late for the chalet than someone at my side shout at me that i've to go the practice... when did i say i'm not going for the practice? pls dun add words in my mouth k? i dislike this... everyone has temper de lol... dun think that i always will let you lol... i've enough of ur attitude lol... when you got problem, u call me, i will listen to you no matter i free or not... but when i've problem, you will tell me you no free... wat is this... this call sister? no... is not lol.... you always say you mei is very close to the guy u like... than she make you jealous rite? but you mux noe that he only treat you as frenz... than you say if i like that guy, you will foget him easily? that means when gal close to him, you won't feel jealous de lol... you also bluff us lol... you say you have let him go, but you didn't lol... evryone can tells that lol... your action n attitude is very obvious that you still like that guy a lot lol... yes... maybe yesterday my atitude is wrong... but you were in wrong too... dun think that you always is rite, and other is in wrong... you always jealous about your mei... she only treat him as a frenz lol... frenz cannot play de mah? you say you give up on me, i oso give up on you... i maybe in wrong... but doesn't mean you nit in wrong... you hate ppl to say about you, than you jolly well dun say others... think about wat i've say... and i remind you, if you continue like this, you will just make ppl dislike you more... think for yourselves... everyone sure will do wrong things de... if ppl willing to change to the better, everyone sure will forgive you de...

2004-10-29T11:27:00.000+08:00

haiz... today only go school for spring cleaning than take back report book only...haiz... go for a while only... haha... i still thought my result lose to kian poh, bu in the end i win him... oso dun noe how come his result got changes... i'm not hao lian... i'm very surprise lol... cos he suppose to win me de... haha... now nichloas cannot say my result lose to kian poh liao... cos whenthat time they noe kian poh win me liao, than they keep on saying me lol... now hey cannot say liao...

than that mr david wong confiscate my report book... idiot sia... never hand up consent form oso wan to keep my report book... he nothing better than do sia...

haiz... i oso dun noe why i will like him so much... even though i like him a lot, i will choose not to be wif him again le... cos i dun wan to get hurt by him again n again le... haiz... this round he hrt me very deep le... so i dun wan to get hrt again le... i'm totally give up on him le... he will just be my friend forever... anyway he oso won't be wif me again... cos he dun like me le... haiz... so sian...

sian ar.. my com internet got problem, cannot use le... ar...than now use my cousin the laptop... haiz... so sian...

2004-10-25T18:35:00.000+08:00

my heart for kian poh had died already... i confess that i still have some feeling for him , n i still miss him a lot... but frankly speaking i dun wish to be wif him again... cos i dun wan to get hurt by him anymore... if in school, i play or tok wif him, i'm just treating him as my frenz... really... ever since he break wif me, i only treat him as my good frenz n nth more than a good frenz...

2004-10-25T13:25:00.000+08:00

haiz... i swear i will forget him de... me now never think of him le... once i busy, i won't think of him de... me this few days not feelin well lol... me got fever n cough lol... than now my headace very pain lol... like wan to burst like that... arr... very pain lei...